` AxIsTz *

2012-01-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

27 Jan

Headed to school as usual, and after sch headed to have lunch with Huda before waiting for the next lesson. Know some new friends from her, get to know some stuff as well.. Sorry for being anti-social as well.. I need time to get familiar with people.. Haha.

Anyway after school headed home.. Gonna do my assignments. Nights!

2012-01-27T21:25:00.002+08:00

Gonna Mega Spam my love :)

Credits!

2012-01-27T00:56:00.000+08:00

24 Jan

Headed to visit ah ma in hospital, watching her in pain wasn't really nice at all.. But there's nothing much we can do.. Report will only be out tml, hence what we can do is to accompany her. Her hearing was getting worse, even Dad tried to speak louder near her ear, she told us she cannot hear :( I know it's part and parcel of life and everyone have to go thru this.. But glad that my grandma still remember us still, hope she get well soon..

Dad suggested that we go temple to pray but later he recalled that after Chu si then can pray.. hence we headed back home.. After headed home, I treat mum and bro to eat at Bedok Point, since it wouldn't be easy for us to be at home together. Dad refused to go since he was full from his lunch.. After eating headed back home.

25 Jan

Headed to work as usual and everything was still alright, after work headed home.. Bai Nian with my bosses, haha.

26 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home.. Nothing much. Napped awhile and do my assignment. School tml.. Nights!

2012-01-24T01:25:00.000+08:00

23 Jan

Happy Lunar New Year Everyone!!!

Woke up quite late since i was helping mum with last min packing and really tired in the morning, have breakfast and nap awhile before preparing to go for visiting.. This year visiting was still alright, as usual we gamble abit and after that we chat awhile before we left.. Headed to my aunty's house after that, although my aunty have left us for almost a year, many relatives did not went to visit her place this year after our aunty left us, but i'm glad that Dad insisted to go. Dad said "Don't because our aunty left us, then we stop going her place.." Super agreed with Dad ttm!! And we are the only family that went there to visit them, some just "pass" the red packets to us to give them.. Although it's a short while, but i would still visit them still, it's just a tradition you see..

Heard from Mum that Ah ma was hospitalized, and aunty called us in the morning and said we shall go visit her tml.. Seriously was worried about her, heard from mum my ah ma said her backache and was send to hospital immediately, uncle haven went to visit her recently and worst of all did not even inform us. I mean seriously just inform us will take up alot of time? :( Hopefully ah ma can get well soon!! Dad will be driving us there tml..

2012-01-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

18 Jan

Headed to school as usual, lesson end at 10PM, headed home with Huda after that :) Thanks Jackie for the New Year Goods, you don't have to spend that much really. But still Thank You..

19 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home before going town to get some stuff for new year..

20 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after sch headed to work, after work headed to get my dress, after a long wait and it finally arrived. And went to shop for other stuff as well. Headed home with babe..

21 Jan

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to meet babe at train station before we went to have reunion dinner together with Steph.. I treat both of them as my sis, someone who will look out for each other when we need it.. It's really difficult to meet nice people who will stay with you always, forgive your silliness, smile and laugh at your jokes, trying to help you when you need it, advices you when you are in dilemma, and more.. Really happy to met them :) After that headed home to spring clean..

22 Jan

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to meet my colleagues and she lift me back before meeting mum to get some new year stuff, and mum was looking for some decoration stuff at a stall which was going to close soon, and there's this bangala who was packing the stuff gave my mum 2 decoration FOC! Awww, my mum went "Really really free ar?" Then the bangala just push the deco to my mum.. So good!! Hahaa, although we really want to buy it but they have already packed up so he just gave us for free.. Awwww, nice people are worth making my day up.. I mean although it's just simple stuff, just such act really worth to make someone day better..

And i went to get my nail polish at Faceshop, saw the sales assistance helping the China cleaner painting her nails for free.. And it's really nice to see such scene.. We have been criticizing, complaining, discriminate that they have came in to our country to squeeze and took up our job opportunities. But little did we think that we are the one who don't want to take up those opportunities, we don't want cleaner's job, construction worker job etc..

And they are the one who came all the way from their hometown to take up the job to provide up for the better environment.. It's CNY's eve and they can't go back to have reunion dinner with their families, they have to work on CNY just to provide clean washroom for us, for tourists, for shoppers. I chatted with the cleaner and know about it, being sad for them, i just wish them happy CNY. Hope these little wishes can actually warmth them up for this season.. We shall be contented that we are able to spend the day with our loves one.. Treasured it! Because there are other people out there who longed for it..

And i'm contented with this year reunion dinner, nothing special but it's the feeling of togetherness that warmth my heart :) I thank for everything at that very moment and hope it will last forever :) Gift my dad the perfume that i bought for him and he's really happy! :)

2012-01-20T01:42:00.002+08:00

I think my standard of english have dropped or something i don't know.. It's seems like the previous post have caused a stir to some friends and they came to clarify whether i'm referring to them?

"Some people like to disturb others by spamming messages, i mean if people don't reply you. It's kinda obvious that people is not interested to make friend with you.. And the action is auto will stop the messages and do not disturb the person anymore.. But some people just don't get the idea and keep on doing it.. Seriously you have nothing better to do?

Just to clarify the above message have nothing to do with me, as i did not state that it happened to me. It just happened that one of my girlfriend shown me some messages from an unknown stranger, And i seriously feel disturbed by those messages, that person who msg my girlfriend even go to the extend of scolding my friend when she did not reply his messages. I mean seriously, everyone have their own right whether to reply to any text right? And if the other party did not response to you, just stop your message and get on with life instead of disturbing other people life.. And i'm just being random by adding on that if i'm them who have so much time, i'll just do something more meaningful..

Seriously, this is my blog, i'll blog about anything, something that i feel happy, sad, unfair, funny, disturbed and etc.. The content of the topic will not directly linked to me, it might be concern to my family, my friends, friend's friend, animals, object, ridiculous stuff, work and everything as long as i find it interesting or worth blogging about it.. I mean seriously this is my blog, look at how long i have been blogging? If you dislike anything in my blog, you can kindly just click the red cross at the top right hand. Seriously, i don beg anyone to read my blog, i don give my blog link to anyone. All my readers, friends who know my blog happened to passby here themselves. I did told my close friend my link when i just started blogging, after that it's only when people asked to exchange link i will reveal my link.. I don't reveal my blog link online either as i felt that this is my blog, i blog about my everyday life which is indeed boring, rotate only around school and work, nothing much either, and really salute those readers who still continue to read my blog.. I do get tags that my blog was really boring, my style of blogging is just about my daily life and stuff.. But that's my style of blogging. If you do not like to read, or you find it seriously boring, just leave this space.

To be honest, i keep this space is because i want to pen down all the stuff that i did everyday, just like my diary. And when one day i grow old, can't remember things really well, and when i happened to passby this blog in future, it will bring me down to my memory lane where all the memories flows and bring back all the old good times.. Perhaps it helps me to regain my memory somehow?

For those who came asking me whether i'm referring to you, i have already explain to you. And to avoid further messages from coming in, that's why i blog about it.. I got some texts which did not even asked me whether i'm referring to them or to clarify with me first, and they started to throw harsh words at me..

But i don't blame them for that, perhaps the way i phrase the message give out wrong message, but i remember clearly, i did not state anything in the above message that it involved me, if it really involved me, i will put the message in another way in a more detailed form, or perhaps write down the conversation how the person have disturbed me in another way or so..

I just asked my friend to ignore those messages, and i hope that person who msg her can kindly get some life.. Glad my friend feeling better after she have told us about it, as those messages really disturbing.. Maybe should find some way to block that number or what..

2012-01-18T00:39:00.003+08:00

11 Jan

Headed to school as usual, after school headed home to backup stuff before going to ying's house to reformat my laptop! Thanks so much for her help!! If not it will took me forever to reformat myself. Bro doesn't want to help me.. Really appreciate so much help from her and sorry for disturbing her sleep :( Left her house at about 12 plus.. Thanks for sending me down! Been really long since i went her house.. Although went her house during sec school last time, and the coffeeshop below her place is our usual hang out last time.. Miss that place so much! Miss the fishball noodle but the stall not there anymore..

12 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home.. Was supposed to meet my friend out to get some stuff but last min cancelled, so stay at home to do some stuff..

13 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work.. After work headed to arab street with bosses and we went to have pratas!! Nice, and the atmosphere was really good.. Find one day must really go there to shop and take some photos. Nice place and i like the architecture and designs there..

14 Jan

Headed to work at another location and it's been months since i went there.. And not much changes.. Headed lunch alone and walk around to see if i can get anything for CNY but nothing caught my eyes.. Headed home after work..

15 Jan

Headed to work as usual and after headed to get some stuff before heading home..

16 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after sch headed to work, after work went to bugis street awhile to get some stuff before going home..

17 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home to rest before meeting my ex-colleague to collect his stuff.. Chatted awhile before heading back home.. Dad and bro was waiting downstairs and off we went to get CNY goods! Was really nice to shop with dad, bought alot of stuff and hell expensive. Dad was using mum's member card and he said what? few percent discount might as well don't use. But few percent discount also discount mah..

Was waiting for Dad to pay the goods then i saw this malay guy full of tatoos and look quite fierce and fit i must say, and i don't know why the hell i was staring at his tatoos and he seems like noticed me staring at him from head to toe.. Then he move forward, and my Dad went to whack him after he pay -.-" Then the guy smile and talk to my Dad so friendly in malay, like so not him at that moment cause he look really fierce.. Then i realised he is my Dad's friend..

My Dad also have multi-racial friends, he have Indian friends as well, and he happened to learn some language from them which i was stunned when he spoke to me in Tamil.. LOl.

After that headed home, and here i am doing my stuff.. Tml will be a long day in school..

Some people like to disturb others by spamming messages, i mean if people don't reply you. It's kinda obvious that people is not interested to make friend with you.. And the action is auto will stop the messages and do not disturb the person anymore.. But some people just don't get the idea and keep on doing it.. Seriously you have nothing better to do? If i have the time like you guys have, guess what i will do? I will do something more meaningful like going to the orphanage, or elderly home to do some volunteering work, since CNY is just around the corner, bring some love to them and at the same time you can make many friends there who will appreciate you more.. It would be great if you guys can just take some time out to do this instead of disturbing others.

Seriously if i have the time, apart from working and the tons of assignment, tutorials and mugging i have to do, i will seriously go and do volunteering work.. Maybe after i graduate, any kind souls wanna join in? Found afew colleagues going with me already :)

2012-01-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

09 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after sch headed to work. After work headed for supper since we all skipped dinner. And after that headed home..

I know i take quite a while to get close to people, of course starting i will be just a normal friend or perhaps acquaintance to you.. since it's really common that people come in and walk off your life..

It was just a random chat and my colleague's bf told me it took nearly a year that we can chat like close friend.. yup, it's true.. that long.. And my uni friends told me the same thing, it's only after a year then i started to open up myself to them..

I think it's all depends on how i feel whether you guys are the one who i feel comfortable with.. There are all sort of people in life, some can't take your jokes, some feel the way you speak is not right, some feel that you are talking nonsense and stuff.. I mean seriously, every words you speak can generate an impression to others..

I used to speak the way i feel like doing so, and some people just couldn't take it.. I don't know why, they felt that you are speaking too much or perhaps talking so much just to seek attention and stuff, sometimes you tend to out-stand them and they started to back stabbed you like there's no tomorrow.. And this is when i started to tone down, speak less and be more cautions with words as well. Yes, some of you might felt that i don't have to do so, but i think i should..

And i learn that speaking at the right moment is very important, i tend to listen alot, listen to what other people say first before i comment..

And when i started to chat like a close friend with you, some friends just said "Wah you change already, last time you not like that." LOl, seriously sometimes i'm thinking whether changing myself to speak like a close friend, or maintaining like a normal friend is good. But i have to see whether the other party can take jokes too, because i'm actually quite a cold joke person, sometimes they just freeze there for a moment. Haha.

I do speak harshly to people i'm closed with, because i think they deserve such comments to wake up themselves at times.. sometimes i said something which will pierce through people's heart and i know that, but i'm doing it because i want the best out of you.. Some of them tears, started to reflect and change themselves for the better..

I don't know why, but my thinking is way above my age.. sometimes talking to elder people, they said i belong to their era.. LOl.

10 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed back home.. Tired :( Just napped not long and time to complete my assignment..

I need my sense of urgency back seriously. Time is ticking and everything is moving fast..

2012-01-08T23:34:00.002+08:00

08 Jan

Woke up around 11 plus and mum bought me breakfast :) Thanks Mum! Headed to work as usual. And have a really good chat with babe :) Seriously from the bottom of my heart, i'm really really happy for you :) So glad that you found the right one for you. Haha. Never in my life, i felt that you are really feeling so blessed and happy today, smiling almost every single second of your life. Someone in love already!! :)

After work headed to get my dress but have to wait another 5 days :( And this year i'm wearing something more feminine for CNY :) Talking about CNY, i'm not really excited, but i'm looking forward to it. This is because it's once a year where everyone can gather at home. I mean we don't have to get specially off days just for CNY.. means without that burden or hassle and it's a public holiday for everyone, so let's say yeahhhh..

And i wish to rot at home seriously, watching all the lame shows on TV, and study as well..

Reflecting back what i have done last year during my holidays, i was plainly just working all my holidays, i didn't really get to enjoy before school starts.. so this year i'm gonna plan my holidays with work and also enjoyment at the same time..

2012-01-08T01:01:00.002+08:00

05 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed down to pay school fee but some stuff cropped up and i have to go down again the next day. Lucky i have express Q from one of the assistance there. After that waited for Jeslyn and nana to pay their fee before we headed down to town to have suki sushi and celebrate Jeslyn's advance 23rd :) Xp came down slightly later and after the buffet we headed back home..

06 Jan

Headed to bank Q up for like 45 mins before headed down to pay school fee, and headed to work after that. Work was still alright, and after work headed home. Wanted to go down fairmount hotel to find the rest for sam's 21st, but decided to give it a miss as cousin's wedding the next day..

07 Jan

Actually morning have to head down cousin's in-law house for some tea-session but i couldn't wake up.. And i have class in the noon which clashes with the dinner at night. Decided to skip halfway but even if i did so, i couldn't make it back on time. Told mum i'm not going but she insisted i have to go and small argument arises. In the end, i have to ask xp to help me with the notes and stuff.. Feel so bad to ps her :( sorry!! After that headed to do my stuff and help mum as well and we headed off to pick my aunty and uncle and headed to Clark Quay..

As everyone was scattered around, wasn't able to interact as well.. Seriously we only met once a year which was CNY and also if there is any other occassions. So sometimes we just lost of words, or perhaps same opening every year. "Still studying ar?", "Where you working?", "Where is your BF/GF?", "When is your turn to get married?" "Where, When, Who, Whom, Why, How". Sometimes we just repeat ourselves over and over again..

Anyway this cousin of mine who getting married today was an introvert, he spoke very little.. Although he just stay like 1 bus stop away from my place, but seldom interact with him.. so when i heard that he is getting married, i'm actually quite amazed by it.. Haha. There's one part when the bride told everyone during the thank you speech was the groom who is my cousin spoke less than 100 words a day, so that's his limit. Seriously this is funny. But in my whole life this is the first time i heard him speak the most. But i'm really happy for him to tie the knot :) And watching the hand drawn video of how they met was really nice :)

After the dinner, we headed back home.. Tired max.. Turning in soon!

2012-01-05T01:57:00.002+08:00

03 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after class headed town with xp to get some stuff before heading home to rest, took nap before waking up to continue my assignment..

04 Jan

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home to rest. Napped just now and super energetic now.. Gonna try harder to turn in soon.

Seriously, some people are making themselves a laughing stock. No matter how hard you try to cover up yourself, remember there is loopholes here and there, because afterall you are still a human being..

You have my contact and why bother to go through others to threaten me? Come on, you are 28 years old and still doing childish stuff.. Seriously, i was entertained by all the stuff you are doing.. LOl!

We shall just wait and see, i'm just waiting for the right timing..

Just a piece of advice, one day you will regret what you have done, and paying high price for this.. Remember, God is watching you at all the stuff you are doing. :)

Long day tomorrow.. gonna turn in soon!

2012-01-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

2 Jan 2012

Woke up and received a call from someone threatening me to bring his group of people down to my workplace and want me to identify the person.. And this is the 3rd time this person tried to threaten me via phone and messages. Anyway long story involved, actually not really long, but someone just wan to make it so big hoo-haa. And hence, headed to my workplace sharp and i waited.. And bloody hell, waited for whole day and nobody came down at all -.-"

Anyway work with boss that day and we somehow share some experience about our school stuff since her daughter enrolling primary school today. So share some experience i encounter before and she was really worried for her daughter. Keep telling her no worries as she have to adapt the environment.. Around evening boss headed back as she have to prepare her daughter school stuff..

After work headed home as usual..

I used to though that older people will be more matured as they have experience life longer and know how to handle situation better, but someone just prove me so wrong! Some people actions and talking really make himself look and sound so childish. After threatening, the first thing he did was deleted and blocked me so that i couldn't see his profile on social media. And he mind controlled all his friends in his social media by telling another side of story which i did not even said that before. I don't blame all of your for the nasty comments because you guys did not know the whole story.

Although this is not the first time that i got threatened by people, but it is the first time i got threatened by a 28 years old guy who is really good at turning back his words. Flipping his words like roti-prata and pushing all the blame to others. Not only he threaten me but also threaten my friend. And using my name to trick other people is seriously making me turning so off. If you have the capability, then use your own ability, don't use my name to trick people..

I don't want to explain so much because you guys will never believe and never learn the lesson unless you have experience it yourself.

Time will tell everything i believe, whatever is not yours will not be yours. Let's just wait and see..

Turning in soon, nights all!

2012-01-02T02:23:00.002+08:00

1 Jan 2012

Headed to work as usual, work with boss today and she really make me reflect alot about my future, thank you so much boss :)

and after work headed back home to get present before meeting CL at bedok point to celebrate his bd. But some stuff just cropped up. Sorry if it wasn't really a celebration! Treated him the supper as his birthday treat :) I think we know each other since my sec school life, and get to know him when i'm playing maple, but the funniest part is we still keep in contact. Another longest online friend i knew :) After that headed home..

In life, people tend to hear one side of the story, they believe what the person told them, they never even try to hear the other party story. I believe if you are my reader, i post this like this before.. And i don't blame those people who don't know the whole story, they are just trying to support their own friend..

My conscience is clear :) Overall i have a really great 1st day of January. It taught me alot, alot more than i though i know.. I just want to say thank you for everything :)

Good night, got to work tml..

2012-01-01T02:27:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year 2012!!

Have you all done your resolutions? I did mine and will work towards it!! :)

We will have a great year ahead!! Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!! Hwaiting!

Happened to came across this, and saw quite a number of ppl post in their fb post as well. Very meaningful..

“Before we pop the champagne and celebrate the New Year, stop and reflect on the year that has gone by. Remember both our triumphs and our missteps - our promises made, and broken. The times we opened ourselves up to great adventures - or closed ourselves down, for fear of getting hurt. Because that’s what New Year’s is all about: getting another chance. A chance to forgive, to do better, to do more, to give more, to love more. And stop worrying about ‘what if’ and start embracing what would be. So when that ball drops at midnight let’s remember to be nice to each other, kind to each other. And not just tonight but all year long.”

—	Claire Morgan (New Year’s Eve) Remember, even if you have the whole world with you, always remember to respect the people who are around you.. Because everyone deserve this basic respect, and it can change the attitude of people towards you.

2011-12-31T00:51:00.002+08:00

30 Dec 2011

Headed to work as usual, and after work headed home.. Nothing much..

This year is ending really soon, welcome the brand new year. Reflecting about this whole year, was not really a good one though, wanted the new year to arrive soon, and hope everything will turn out well..

Life is like that, people walk in your life, and walk out as and when they want. Sometimes i really can't help it, but to ask myself why did i let it happen? I once told myself i won't let such thing happened again in my life, but i somehow did. And the hardest thing to do it life was to let go, but once you know how to let go of it, you will live better..

Every year i will somehow look back to those who i was once close with, to see/check whether they are doing good, will be happy for them if they are doing good. If they are not, i just feel like letting you to know be positive, life ain't that bad, and if possible, just to let you know i'm here. In life, we make choices, we choose who we want to be with.. we somehow became judgmental..

But still, i want to thanks all those who step into my life till now, you guys really have been the awesome one. Thanks for everything, every memories, every second in life..

Last but not least, sometimes doing things that are rational will ignore the feeling of others. But in life, we have to be like this, there is always a line in the center of something. So that you can gauge yourself at times, to know how much you can cross over to the other side..

Being rational at handling something, i somehow began to ask myself whether i have ignore the feeling of others, i somehow forgot to put myself into other people's shoe.. But at the same time reminding myself i have to be rational.. dilemma ...

2011-12-30T02:01:00.004+08:00

27 Dec

Headed to school and after school headed to work.. Was having serious cramp that day, almost dying.. After work headed home to rest.. Not feeling really well..

28 Dec

Headed to meet some friends,wasn't feeling really well but was forced to go. Seriously i feel that i'm kinda wasting my time.. Didn't want to go at first but was forced to go.. the feeling was like seriously no mood. After that was late for school and headed town to get some stuff before heading back home to rest..

29 Dec

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home to rest awhile before meeting BK and ying at kallang area to pass them the birthday cards before we head to old airport road to have dinner. I have the lao ban beancurd. I swear it damn nice, go give it a try if you haven!! But the Q is seriously long.. After that we headed to waterfront to chat awhile and took tons of pictures which will be uploaded soon.. Headed home around 11 plus.

No school tml.. But have to work as usual..

Was feeling stress past few days to the extend i can't sleep well. Keep thinking about some stuff.. Can't help it.. hope things will get better.. Or perhaps get better when the time comes..

Pictures for previous posts have been updated, some more pics will be adding soon. Thanks for waiting..

2011-12-27T01:01:00.003+08:00

Recently i just opened up myself to some people, and they are shocked that they saw another me. It's not my usual self, and i only react in this way when i really feel comfortable to that person. It really took me awhile to be comfortable, and when you see the other side of me, it's really the real me, someone who will joke, and i can really talk all sort of stuff with you. And i really do stuns at times. Haha, but am glad that i can opened up to these people because i know you guys will take in all my nonsense and stuff.. And i enjoy it too to make you guys laugh as well :)

And New year is coming, gonna settle some school stuff which really makes me headache. Need to work harder already.

Sometimes, i really want to cheer people around me up, but i don't know how. I'm bad at consoling people, but i really hope you guys can stand up again. Life ain't that bad, look at the brighter side alright.

That day i saw one of my neighbour who have been with us when we stay here all along, and i always feel sad when i saw her because she have to work so hard for her grandson, who his parents have divorced, and his dad was gambler (and used to borrow money from my dad). Sometimes when i saw his dad secretly came back home, which took the same lift as me, i didn't greet him.. Yes, i may be rude in this way, but that's because you didn't even earn any single respect from me. Seriously, you are a guy, and you have a son, how could you even do this to your own mum and even destroy a family just like that? This is something i couldn't take it. But i really respect your mum alot, always greet her whenever i saw her, smile to her and chat with her before i bid goodbye. I hope the grandson would grew up to be someone great one day and be filial to your grandma, because it's ain't easy to bring you up at this age.. And if one day they need some help, i'll try my best to help.. Provided i have the ability, as i knew all along what have happened..

Sometimes when life get really tough, tell yourself you are not alone, there are so many people around you going through the same thing as you, or even more tough than you. Be strong for who you are because you know you can do it. Do not give up on life because life doesn't give up on you, life goes on you see..

2011-12-26T23:00:00.004+08:00

20 December

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work as usual.. After work headed to HK cafe with the rest to celebrate sasa's bf birthday. Around 1 plus headed back home. Thanks for the lift!! Sometimes it's really great that someone give you a lift when you are damn tired. Appreciate it so much man..

21 December

Woke up around 11am and clean my room abit before headed to school for tutorial for an hour. After that headed town to get christmas gifts alone and then headed to Daiso to get the trays and storage box.. gonna pack my stuff already. So busy tidy up everything and now it's so much better seriously..

22 Dec

Headed to school before heading home and get changed and headed down to town to meet Shar, we headed to reserve the seats before heading to cine to get some stuff and went flea market awhile before headed back to Mandarin Gallery for dinner. After dinner we headed to cold stone for dessert :) Thanks shar for the belated treats!! Really.. Sorry for the short while but appreciate greatly! Hope to see you soon. Knew this girl since i was sec 1 and we have been same class through out the whole sec school. Glad that we still keep in contact :)

After that headed to Bugis to meet the rest, we have gifts exchange and also it's fun to see everyone happy with the present :) And we went to steamboat later :) Quite full after that and thanks boss for the treat!! It was really nice!

After that headed back home with the rest..

23 Dec

Headed to school as usual and bloody hell no lesson, waited for xp to come and we exchange present. Thanks girl for the present :) after that headed PS to get my stuff before headed to work. And thanks boss for the 2nd christmas present, it was damn awesomeeeee!!! KHJ's 2012 calendar from Korea!! OMG, love it to the max. My 2012 will definitely be a good one :D Hahahaha. And when boss came i thanks her so much!! And she flying to Aussie at night so wish her bon voyage!! OMG, seriously thankful about it!

24 Dec

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to Bugis with Jess babe, finally found the dress boss wanted and decided to gift her as well :) After that we went for supper together. As least it wasn't that bad. Sorry to those who actually asked me to club, dinner or outing. Have to work till quite late and really don feel like going out after that as well since it will be really late..

25 Dec

Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

Headed to work as well and after work headed back home with babe.. Nothing much happened, just that we received another Christmas Gift which was Elle magazine :) Cause our products was inside, do get a copy alright. Hhahaha. Kidding.. Anyway after that headed home to KO, seriously damn tired..

26 Dec

Headed to work as usual and everything was still alright, after work headed home..

School tml.. Nights all!

26 Dec

2011-12-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

18 December 2011

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home..

19 December 2011

Off day and no school, sleep till almost 1 PM then wake up, seriously it's awesome.. Haha. After that do assignment till around 5 plus before preparing and meet xp around 6 plus at ctrl station. Headed to Bugis and meet Jeslyn at Thai Express. Waited for the rest to come before we place order.

I have my Tom Yum Fried Rice and it's damn spicy, seriously no joke. I can't take spice and it's beyond what i can handle. OMG.. After that have some dessert before we have some cake cutting session. After that we pass her the present and we headed to BJ. Saw SSL and chat awhile before heading to BHG to get xp's bag before heading home..

Finally managed to post everything up, gonna post the pictures and everything up soon. Sorry for the delay..

School and work tml.. Nights all!

2011-12-20T01:22:00.002+08:00

17 December 2011

Woke up early and headed to Bugis to get ying's 21st balloon and after that meet BK at bus stop before headed to Arirang Korean BBQ restaurant for buffet. Ate till around 2 plus before we cut her mango yogurt cake which was seriously damn nice. After that took some pictures before we headed to BJ. Walk around and we caught the Mission Impossible at 4PM, it was still alright, alot of actions but kind of draggy i think. Haha the whole movie was 2 hours and 15 mins. OMG seriously.

After that we wanted to go have dessert but i have to leave first as i'm heading to nana's 21st birthday. So we decided to meet again.. And after that headed to AMK to meet xp and her bf before nana came to pick us up at AMK hub. Headed to her place to have buffet and we waited till around 10 plus before she cut her cake.

Have to leave early as meeting boss and gh at amk hub. Took bus there and meet them at the inter. We headed to S11 to have vegetarian, it been awhile since we last saw each other, have a nice catchup with them too. And thanks GH and Benson for the belated gift, i got them christmas gift as well. Haha, and thanks Boss for the treat despite asking me to treat ar, keep snatching. After that headed to Amk Hub and we decided to catch movie, and we caught Alvin and the Chipmunk. Okay i did watch the last 2 parts so somehow i know the link of the movie, so explain to boss while watching.

After watching we slack awhile before we go find night rider but amk like no night rider.. Hence cab home after that. Two 21st celebration and 1 meetup in a day was seriously no joke. Rushing here and there and sorry that i could only squeeze everything in one day as everything somehow clashes. But still hope you guys enjoy it :)

2011-12-20T01:17:00.002+08:00

15 December 2011

Headed to school and after school headed home, thinking of taking a short nap before waking up and meet Shar at town but guess what? I overslept!! Seriously damn tired and sorry girl, i know you are at town. She said meet up next week and feeling so guilty!! After that wake up and have dinner before doing my assignment.. Nothing much but feeling really sorry about it. Meet up soon!

16 December 2011

Headed to school and after school headed to work as usual. Nothing much happened.

2011-12-20T01:06:00.004+08:00

12 & 13 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work. Don't know why this week seems to be more tiring than any other weeks..

14 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to have lunch with the usuals before heading down to town to see what stuff to get for christmas gifts since might be meeting boss and gh at night. So walk from Ion to Taka and take my time to see.. Around 4 plus headed back to Ion to meet Jackie and we are deciding where to sit down for coffee or smth.. Ended up we went HK cafe, and have a meal there. Have really a nice catch up with each other and around 7 plus took train back home since someone no reply my message.

Thank You so much for the dinner and the gift and card. Hope you like mine too :) Thanks for everything seriously. Know each other for almost 4 years, hope to keep in contact :) And good luck for your new job and all the best to you!! :) Take care!

Headed home to do assignment and KO after that as i'm really really tired.. Don't know why..

2011-12-20T00:55:00.003+08:00

09 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work.. After work headed to taka to meet Sera and the rest, and we went outside and they surprised me with a cake. Seriously it's over and they still surprised me with cake. Thank You so much :) Thanks for the presents and cake. And we also somehow celebrate Dom's belated. Haha. Thank you so much for everything!! Around 11 plus we headed home as i still have to work tomorrow..

10 December 2011

Headed to work as usual and after work supposed to meet boss and gh but everyone seems to have smth on and we postpone our meetup. After work headed back home..

11 December 2011

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home..

2011-12-20T00:42:00.005+08:00

08 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed back bedok to get the bouquet and back home to bath and prepare to meet Rosebel at Vivo. After meeting her we went to this restaurant, i forgot the name but it looks very grand and the service was really good. The food was nice and ambiance was really awesome. I was alittle shy at first as it was really different atmosphere, and this girl here was really awesome for bringing me here for dinner :)

Thank you for the treat! We have really a nice catch up and chatting session. Haha, the funniest part was she bought her own candles when she ordered the cake from the restaurant. I mean normally restaurant will provide it? But really touched by it, somehow put a smile on my face. She asked me to light my own candles because she scare she burnt her fingers. How cute can that be? Hahahahah. But really thank you so much for bringing me to such an awesome place, and thanks for the present and also the cake plus the candles :) Thanks for everything, really. Appreciate so much and sorry that i have to leave slightly early.

So glad that we still keep in contact, know her when i was in year 2 sem 1, 3 years of friendship and am really happy she found the right one for her :) Someone who she can depend on right now.. Thanks alot and meet up soon :) LOVES*

After that headed down to bugis to surprise SSL, i surprise her with the bouquet and she started to tear after that. Haha, after that we have cake cutting session and presents time before we all headed back home since she have to fly to HK to enjoy her birthday :)

2011-12-20T00:38:00.005+08:00

07 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to town with Jeslyn. And we headed to F21 to walk around before going H&M and lastly headed to suki sushi to book the seats first. Since we are early and we started first since it was buffet. After that the rest slowly came in and we have the buffet till about 9 plus before they settled the bill and have a mini cut cake session there.

The level of service there somehow dropped? I don't know why, the food we ordered never seems to come and it was delayed really long. Other than that i think everything was still fine. After that we headed home since we still have school next day..

Thank You Xp, Jeslyn, Vanessa, Nana and your bro for the awesome celebration. Thanks for coming down despite that you guys are really tired. Thank you so so so much for all the effort that you guys have put in for searching the presents and everything. Love you guys lots!! :)

2011-12-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

I will post up the pictures together with the post soon as i don't know what's wrong with blogger today. The rest of the entry will be update real soon :) I will also post all the gift that i have received this year up soon. Thank you all for the awesome surprises!

2011-12-15T00:51:00.004+08:00

06 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to town to meet babe, we went for dessert first at PS. Then she said she have to meet insurance people at Cathay to sign documents. And so i followed her there, in the end she brought me to Cathay Cinema and we caught the Twilight - Breaking Dawn!! Been wanting to watch this for so long and babe treated me there. Thank You so much!!

After the movie we headed to Eunos as babe said that her family going to have dinner with me. Went to the usual coffee shop and we have my favourite Fried Rice, Soup, Cereal Squid, Beancurd with egg. Omg, damn delicious :) Thanks babe and her family for the dinner :) And around 10PM we decided to left as babe got to go somewhere..

Took bus back home and when i reached home, babe called me and told me that she forgot to pass me the present and asked me to wait downstair as her mum's friend sending her over. Seriously i didn't think that much as i tot it was real.. And guess what when i headed down, saw babe, and bunch of them hiding behind the wall and surprise me with cakes!! OMG, seriously i'm damn touched!!

Went to my void deck and we have Gifts opening session, it was damn awesome.. So many and they purposely wrapped so many layers and i have hard time tearing it. Haha, but i really appreciate it so much !!! Will definitely upload all the stuff that they gift me. Thank You so so so so so so so so so so so much!! Love it so much! My all time favourite hand made stuff :) Thank You!! And we have some photo taking session!! After that headed to Bedok Point to have supper before they head home.

Seriously they have make my 21st this year the most awesome one. Thank you Jess Babe so much for your effort! I know it's your planning. Thank you the rest for coming down all the way just to surprise me!! I will never forget this day, it really bring back so much memories whenever i walk the same path back everyday. And i can't deny the fact i'm smiling happily the next day when i woke up, appreciate all the effort that they put in. Thank You All, love you guys so much!!

2011-12-15T00:45:00.003+08:00

05 December 2011

Headed to school as usual and this was the day i have to stay till 10 PM in school :( And after the morning class headed to Clementi to have lunch with my new classmates, one of them drove us there and we have Crystal Jade there. After lunch, he drove us back to school again and we headed separate way.

Headed to Library to do my tutorials and also sleep there awhile. Around 6 plus headed to class and lesson end slightly early.. After that headed back, while on the way back, HY said that he wanted to pass me smth, and tot i was taking train from Clementi. Haha, anyway meet him at Bedok and we headed to Mac to chat awhile before we decided to leave. Sent him to the bus stop before headed home..

Thank You Bro for the present :) Thanks for the effort and everything!!

2011-12-14T23:45:00.004+08:00

04 December 2011

Headed out to meet Ramizah at Ngee Ann city around 2PM and we walk around while waiting for Sharm to arrive, we headed to Breeks to have the seats and around 3PM Sharm reached, order the stuff to eat and we are busy cam-whoring there.. And after our late lunch, Sharm went to get the cake secretly, and guess what? The restaurant suddenly change the Christmas song to Birthday song and Sharm was shocked too.. In the end they sang the Birthday song together with the next table, seriously i was blushing for that moment.. Haha, after that took pictures and we ate the cake together.

Headed to Ion to get some stuff and walk around with darlings. Around 8 plus before we left, saw ying and Eugene and ask them to help us took a group photos before i left to meet JW.. Headed to Orchard Tower to have dinner together and headed for wine later. Around 10 plus headed home..

Thank You Darlings for the presents, the cake :) Love hanging out with you girls :) Thanks for the time and effort. Love you girls so much!! It's been almost 3 year since we know each other :) More to come !!

2011-12-12T01:52:00.002+08:00

Sorry was really busy the past few days and delay in all the post, gonna do a proper one when i got the time. Sorry for all the delay, forgive me thanks!

Will update as soon as possible, nights all!

2011-12-11T01:41:00.003+08:00

03 December 2011

Meet BK at Cathay as we are going to watch "You are the Apple in my eye", she have watched once before and decided to accompany me to watch the 2nd time. Awww, so touched :) She almost fall asleep in the cinema i think? But nevertheless, i'm really touched by it. And i was damn late that day can!

After that we went to DG to walk around before taking train to City Square for dinner.. And my treat for the dinner at Momiji. Still remember the first time i ate there was at promo and it's the CNY dinner with my events company. Quite some time ago but it was not bad. But the outlet at promo was closed down and hence we headed to CS for it.

Glad they like the buffet as it was nice :) Haha, and we have celebration over there as well :) Thanks Girls for the cake, flower and the present. It was awesome !! LOVES* We are damn bloated after that and headed to take some pics outside. Took afew from FB and post here, if you want, go my FB to see them yourself.. Sorry, blogger is slow at uploading..

Thank You ladies so much for the celebration, although it was a short while perhaps? But really appreciate you girls so much. My almost 9 years of friendship with you girls :) We have been through thick and thin together, never forget the sec school life that we used to have, the hang outs, how we all grew up, and now i'm officially 21st. Never regret to keep you girls as my closed ones, hope we can stay as long and as close as we are now. Last but not least, love you girls lots lots!! :)

2011-12-05T01:55:00.003+08:00

To be honest, i don't know why recently i'm feeling like this, tend to get abit of moody, although i don't show it to people around me. I always get this feeling whenever my BD is arriving, perhaps due to past years experiences. That's why i'm always not looking forward towards it..

Keep telling myself that i have to relax myself as it's my 21st, but i just couldn't being myself to do it :( I just feel that i should be working instead of enjoying.. Ahhh, don't know what's wrong with me.. Think it's workaholic symptoms or smth.. I just feel that i'm wasting my time enjoying?!? Omg, seriously someone kill this feeling away. It's quite torturing..

Anyway, didn't really see any bag that really caught my eyes these 2 days at town except the one that i wanted. Close friends will know what i want, hahaha. I tot i will find an alternatives to that..

But then, it's way too expensive.. OMG, in another way when i'm finding alternatives, i just couldn't bring myself to like it as the cost like abit not worth it..

2011-12-05T01:45:00.002+08:00

Second celebration with Ramizah and Sharm darlings. They are both my year 3 sem 3 classmates for the 16 weeks of school. This is where our bonding came, we still keep in contact till now and i really treasure the time we always have. We always said that we are the most racial harmony group as we have chinese, indian and malay in this group. Haha, the awesome threesome. Love the time we hang out together :) Miss them so much and gonna meet up soon with them :) I love the present and the surprises, thank you darlings!! <3

Will blog about it when the pictures are uploaded..

2011-12-04T13:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday my first celebration with my sec school friends. It's been almost 9 years of friendship, really long :) Glad that there are the one who stays behind.. I do have some pri sch friends but we all lost contact, glad that FB help us to somehow find each other back..

Turning 21 very soon makes me feel so old suddenly :( But nvm, life still have to goes on.. Will blog about the celebration once i have the pics soon..

Going meet my darlings at town now :) And i'm looking for bag for my school.. Okay, although i like afew brands but they are damn ex, so will go town to see any bag that suits my preference :) In the mean time, helping to see my other friends birthday present!

Gtg, blog again!

2011-12-03T01:54:00.002+08:00

01/12

Headed to school and class ended around 3 plus, headed home to change my footwear as i wore sandal to school and i still have event after that. Reached home change and went out soon after.. Damn tired.. After that reach there on the dot and soon after everything started. End work about 10 plus as they told me to leave earlier..

So took train home, something happened on the train.. I guess was due to being tired, thats why my tolerant level really decrease.. Seriously, i know she purposely do it because she did that for 3 times despite her "bf" pulling back her hands 2nd time when she did that, her "bf' know that i was really pissed with that as i was staring at him while his "gf" was back-facing me..

eh seriously if you wanna do it, then look into my face and do it one more time, why do you have to back-face me, acting you can't see it when you purposely doing it again.. Seriously i was staring at her and her "bf", wishing she could just stare back at me but shortly she just walk away with her "bf". Anyway i don't know whether is that his bf but even it is, i don't give it a damn as i know he know it's his gf's fault for doing that. I know it seems like small matter to others but seriously i couldn't take it after that long day.. losing my cool.. meeting such uncivilized people seriously turn me so off..

Anyway bk called me shortly to asked me about some stuff and i started to feel slightly better after that, headed back home to do some stuff before turning in..

2/11/2011

Woke up late and headed to school. After school headed for lunch before heading to work. Work was still alright, after work headed to Face Shop to get my facial foam. Claiming my birthday month discount as well :) Was thinking what i want for my birthday. Actually i do have alot of want, but there's a need now.. should i list out or just leave it? I don't know.. Haha, anyway turning in soon :) Nights!

2011-12-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

Credits

29/11

Headed to school as usual, test was alright, still manageable. And after school headed to work. There's accting test on wed and i haven really start revising..

After work headed home and do some revision before turning in..

30/11

Headed to school as usual, today's test was really demoralizing but yet the best wake up call. No wonder they said accting can never be balance :( Really meh? Anyway it's over, nothing much to talk about it, work hard, mug hard and study smart bah..

After school headed home and took a nap till 8 plus before Daddy cook dinner for me.. And there's a call for me, from Jackie to asked me go down to collect stuff he bought for me when he is at Australia.. Sorry for the wait, wanted to treat you go dinner since it's your birthday today! Happy Birthday once again :) But since you got plan, another day then!

Headed home and started packing some stuff..

It's already December, the last month of the year, it's time to reflect what you have achieve over the year, whether you have fulfill the resolutions you have made at the beginning of the year.. Starting to reflect, so many things happened, i wouldn't say this year is smooth sailing for me.. Yet everything that have happened taught me a valuable lesson..

Ever since my phone was stolen, leads to alot of problems.. Hmmmm, don't feel like explaining myself any further, seems like finding excuses for myself..

But still, it's the last month, so enjoy this month, it's the season of giving :)

Happy Birthday to all the December Babies!!

Schooling tml and having event after that.. Gonna do some stuff before turn in. Nights!

2011-11-29T00:11:00.002+08:00

28/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work. Work at another location alone, it was raining outside plus the super sleepy christmas song, seriously you will get what i mean when you hear it. And not much people also.. Babe came to take key from me in the noon awhile and after that rot there..

Wasn't feeling good as i keep thinking about some stuff.. I think sometimes my words are abit too serious, or perhaps harsh in another way. But because you already make a promise to everyone but you did not keep it, it's alright for me to remind you on the behalf of everyone? Anyway nvm, since already past..

Walk around and got myself chocolates, after work headed home.. so many things to do..

This sunday plan almost cancel and i already took off, but lucky was able to resume back. Was thinking how to tell boss about it, cause i know she doesn't like last min stuff, neither do i..

Anyway blog again, tml still got test..

2011-11-28T01:45:00.002+08:00

25/11/2011

Headed to work as usual and working was still alright.. We extend abit due to last cust.. Overall still alright as boss stay late with us :) Boss asked me why i don't have temper, she have never seems me lost my temper over the years.. Actually I do have temper, but i just have high endurance.. I know alot of ppl trying to test my patience as well, but try harder :) Life is already so short, don't waste a second getting angry, use it to be happy so that you wont feel that you have wasted your life away..

26/11/2011

Headed to work and after work headed to chalet. Train down with my colleague and then when reach Pasir Ris, shar called and said jw coming down to fetch.. Hmmm, in the end i took bus there, hit my leg against the chair and now there's a bump. Meet jw at the bus stop and we walk in tgt, saw the rest on the way.. haha. After that headed there and they started drinking.. only know like afew of them but the game was somehow fun.. Around 4 plus we decided to leave, Thanks both of them for the lift :) Back home and tidy my room..

27/11/2011

Off day today.. wanted to visit ah ma, but somehow in the end never went.. Around 3 plus headed to cut my hair and it was really thin now.. after that help to pack food back for family.. Dyed my hair to dark color close to black now.. Like really dark, so unlike me.. And study for tml class test. 3 Tests on the way :( Plus one more next week. Assignment haven complete. Tell me how? Gonna chiong tml after i done the tutorials!

Work tml, nights all!

2011-11-26T00:49:00.002+08:00

23/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed back Bedok, went to library to do my tutorials.. There's this uncle walk in desperately (somehow panting) looking for someone, and he walk towards the guy sitting beside me asking him for help to fix his laptop?.. He spoke so loud that i can just hear the whole conversation, and for goodness sake, it's the library, so imagine the environment is so quiet, i bet everyone can hear clearly, they just choose to ignore him.. And the guy was really helpful to help him fix everything. Really nice of him.. I mean sometimes when you are desperately in need of help, and someone lending a hand to you seems so great, life would be better if everyone is willing to lend a hand. Around 8 plus headed to buy some stuff before heading home.. Slept around 10PM..

24/11/2011

Woke up at 4 plus feeling nausea, feeling so bloated.. So sit at my study table awhile before heading back to sleep.. Headed to school with xp.. And we went to get breakfast, no feel for anything, i saw ppl eating and i really feel like vomiting as i'm feeling bloated.. And bought tea instead..

Headed to class, and just when class going to start, i feel like vomiting, quickly went to toilet to vomit.. Omg, feel like dying that time, never threw up in school before :( and headed back to class, trying to concentrate.. And an hour or so later, that feeling came back and told my friend i'm going toilet.. this time round threw up even more.. totally no energy.. Feel like cabbing home after lesson but i have 2 more lessons in the day, 1 make up lesson in the evening :( Don't feel like missing it, because so much to catch up later. So after that keep telling myself to endure..

And thanks my friends so much for looking out for me.. Glad that i'm feeling better in the late noon, ate porridge and also took nap in NP before heading for evening class.. after class headed back home. Really tired, but glad i survived the day..

Thanks for everyone concern, you guys are awesome :) Thankful for everything!

25/11/2011

Ate porridge before heading to work, feeling much better, work was alright.. And after work headed home. Tired.. Working tml and Sharlene's chalet tml.. gonna turn in soon. Nights all!

2011-11-23T00:53:00.002+08:00

22/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work straight.. Work was still alright, working with babe today. And the moment i came in not long, she asked whether i'm free on 7th Dec because her mum wanted to celebrate my birthday. OMG, seriously at that moment i'm speechless.. and feeling really thankful. She told me they planned long ago, i don't know why, even it's just plain saying, i really feel that it's the thought that counts. Feeling so thankful about it, asked babe to help me thank her mummy :) Haha. But 7th Dec was booked earlier by my uni friends, so decided to make it on the 6th Dec instead.. I'm really thankful about it, because i don't think my family would even remember it, but babe's mum actually remember it, i'm seriously touched, really.

Work till evening and her mummy came, haha, was really happy to see her :) It's been awhile since i last saw her.. Miss her too :)

Sec school friends have already booked over the weekends, make it Sat. And poly friends on Sunday.. Haha, That's really advance booking.. If not i don't think i can ever find the time out.. :)

Really thankful for those who remember :) Really make my day seriously..

Was chatting with babe about our past, she is the only one i think who know what's going on during my birthday last year. I didn't blog about it last year because i don't want to spoil the mood there.. Don't know why, i feel babe know how i really felt, and she said that's why her mum will remember my birthday..

Although every year same thing happened, i'm already numb towards it. And it really doesn't matter much to me either.

Hmmm, reflecting throughout this year, many things have happened. Told myself i won't let such things happened again but i actually somehow make history repeated itself.

All along wanted to initiate, but things doesn't turn out right, phone was stolen and all contacts lost.. Until i met up with one of my friend and confirm the number..

Although i tried to initiate and find the cause of the problem, and we somehow came into agreement that we won't be feeling awkward with each other. But it seems that everything have remain silent till now..

To be honest, i'm pretty affected by such thing. At 1 end, i wanted to salvage this friendship, but at another end, it still take two hands to clap.. Don't feel like letting the other party feel that because of my bd is nearing, that's why i initiate meetup. (Like having some motive behind or smth.) And hence i decided to initiate the meetup perhaps somewhere end of Dec or smth.

I actually still hope we are in talking term now because like i said i do treasure this friendship..

2011-11-22T00:45:00.002+08:00

21/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home to pack my stuff before meeting sasa go gym at her aunty's place. We gym for like 2-3 hours. Finally did some workout after soooooooooooo long!! Yes, never been working out since i'm so packed with work and studies.

And after that headed home and nap awhile before waking up to do my tutorials and assignments..

So many assignments and tests coming at one go, and i foresee December will be busy month.. Seriously need time management..

And just check my schedule, 5th Dec have make up at evening?! Sian ttm seriously..

2011-11-21T00:27:00.004+08:00

19/11

Headed to work as usual and around 2 plus headed to school, reached school 15 mins before class starts. Anyway after class headed home. Wanted to took like 30 mins nap, ended up 4 hours nap, woke up around 1.30am and can't fall back into sleep :( Thanks some ppl for entertaining online ar.. Hahaa. And chatted with Pris who was now at Canada, i miss her sooooooo much!! Gonna meet her when she's back :) And i realize now ppl have new way to get hold of people contact number ar! By using whatsapp as an excuse to chat rather than FB chat.. Hahaha..

20/11

Anyway around 4am then turn in and woke up around 9am for work.. Working was pretty alright.. After work headed home..

Alot of people keep asking me whether i'm Korean -.-" Do i look like one?

And this uncle today said i look like i'm from Hong Kong when he was exchanging $$ from me.. And the worst thing is he offered his hands after i have changed the notes to him, and i have no choice but to shake hand with him because it's quite rude not to shake hand when people already offered his hand.. And the way he shake my hand he smile until so tiko can..

And my colleague just stand beside watching the scene and after that she imitate the whole process again.. with that tiko smile.. omg..

2011-11-19T01:21:00.002+08:00

18/11/2011

Finally i can blog this out.. Been waiting for this day to blog this :)

Headed to work as usual, wanted to go crash class in the morning but overslept :( Then headed work and everything was alright. Damn tired but yet excited for the surprise so much!!. Around night time they went to collect the cake and we are all busy packing the stuff.. Headed to hide at the corner and we all planning to surprise her.. In the end, we managed to surprised her, and then took some photos before heading to Mac for cake cutting session and supper.

Headed to mac to find seats and once we have settled down, asked SSL to open her Gucci present and she looked at me with the smile and asked me isn't this what we saw that day?! Hahahaahahahahhaahah seriously this cheer me up so much!!

Alright let me reveal everything here.. on the 15/11/2011, Boss told me that SSL always look upon me and wanted to go out with me for a long time but we always don't have the same off day, it's either she off, i work, or i off, she work. So Boss planned to place us have same off day together! So i decided to date SSL out and also at the same time boss wanted me to help her find the present that SSL like. So i brought SSL to Gucci shop and find out the design that she like and sent the photos to boss so that she can buy it for her as a present.. Glad that boss appreciate it :) Hahahaa.. And everything turn out so well!! And i also enjoyed myself with her too :)

Glad that SSL love the present as well and all the planning. She's damn touched i think.. HAhahaah..

Seriously i really prefer to give than to take.. I love to see how others feeling happy, and with the effort putting in to make them happy make me feel a sense of satisfaction :) Even going thru all the troubles, as long as can make someone happy, i felt everything is worth it!!

Hmmm, mission completed and everything turn out so well :)

Another assignment on hand now, gonna complete it and study for the upcoming test..

2011-11-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

15/11/2011

Headed to school as usual, and after school meet the girls for lunch as usual and we went NP for lunch. Chatted and catch up a little before i make a move to town to meet SSL!! HAhaa, her sister joined us together and we headed for lunch at Fish and Co. It was really filling lunch and i enjoyed myself with them.. After that we headed to walk around, her sis got a top and we went to LV to see some stuff before we headed Wisma..

Walk around and then i suggested we go Paragon Gucci to see some stuff.. Keep asking SSL which wallet she like and the colour and everything.. Haha.. (Will reveal why later :) ) And after that her sis got a wallet for her bf, and the worst thing was the Nets card can't get thru, i used mine to help them pay first but my card have the same issue, hence we said it's the machine fault, in the end we went 2nd level and it's able to go thru the transaction. After that went Burberry to see some stuff before we went to a corner to get her sis's card done.. We headed to Far East after that, walk around and we get the same slipper together.. Haha, and SSL got her shoe there.. After that we train to eunos and her sis's bf came to fetch us and we went Bedok for dinner together..

After dinner around 10PM we headed back home.. I enjoyed myself with them :) and also complete my mission!! Hahaha.. blog about it later.. After headed home do my assignment..

16/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to town with Lixia as i help her plan what to get for her friend's birthday present within her budget. Lead her to the shop and she got the present. After that headed for watson member sales, omg spent a bomb there.. Haha.. But all stuff that i need :) So kinda alright. After that headed to see some stuff before heading home.. Tired to the max.. and happened to know 15/11 was my lunar birthday.. ain't that bad afterall if i think about it in another perspective..

17/11

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to have lunch with the girls at Clementi before heading to Bugis to meet Clarissa to help her choose the design for the present, after that headed to Bugis street to shop for present, got myself a high waist short and a top :)) And also thanks SSL for the Koi again, she damn awesome can!! HAhaa.. After that she acc me to get my polo shirt which i wanted to get long ago but keep on forget about it! After headed home went into coma again, damn tired...

2011-11-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

10/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school i thought there is event later and so i stayed in school to study. But i guess there is some misunderstanding, i decided to give it a miss for the event as i was really tired after school, headed home straight to coma.. Haha.. And do my assignment as well..

11/11/2011

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home. Life like that every week..

12/11/2011

Headed to work until 6PM before meeting Lester and Sera at control station before we train down to Pasir Ris for Chloe's 21st birthday party. Meet the rest at there as well before we headed to the chalet. Headed there for dinner first and catch up with each other.. It's been awhile since we last met and i really miss them.. still remember last time we at Singtel, we are so close, and i really miss those time we hang out together.. Around 10 plus headed to meet babe to collect key before heading home..

13/11/2011

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home..

14/11/2011

Headed to school and make new friends, after school headed to work as usual.. When it was about 9.30pm, my ex colleague came and surprised me.. Haha, it's been awhile since we last saw each other.. And we headed for supper together, need to find some halal place, and i treated him since we super long never meet. While we are eating, he told me about some stuff happening at his workplace and seek for advices from me.. Told him about my perspectives and how i will react to such situation, he then started to reflect on it. We took bus back together and he told me he always see me as his sister, someone who will guide him along when he faced some problems.. Aww, feel so sweet of him, and i always treat him as a younger brother when we are at SPH, we are same batch and we always look out for each other when we have problems, and lunch kakis, plus i miss all the chatting session with them so much :( Waiting for our not so soon USS trip due to raining season..

2011-11-17T01:13:00.002+08:00

16/11/2011

Just asked Dad about the lunar calendar and Yesterday was actually my lunar birthday.. I actually was waiting for this day to eat mee sua from my Mum.. But Mum said yesterday i was not at home, hence she didn't cook it.. Hmmm, don't know what to say, but just disappointment.. My mum just asked me to go to any noodle stall and get myself mee sua then.. Seriously, if i really want to eat mee sua, i can just go anywhere to get it. But i actually wanted it to be cook from my mum, a very simple one will do, at the very least to assure myself that they actually remembered it.. And every year i have to remind them, because they never remember it.. Sometimes i really get tired of doing it.. And somehow i just feel that everything is not important anymore..

Sometimes, everything you do have a meaning behind it. It just like you cook smth for someone because you know there's a special occasion, even it taste awful, the person will still like it from the heart. It's the thought that counts.. If you asked the person to get smth she/he want to eat from outside, then it deficit the purpose of it, what's the difference from having dinner outside yourself? So what if it tastes better outside? You just can't seems to enjoy it because the meaning behind it is not there. It's just like no matter how rich you are, you still not satisfy with it, because you know you still lack of smth in life.. And that's the very basic thing in life..

Hmmm, anyway i do spent a nice day out with my colleague..

Will blog about what i did the following week soon :) Nights all!

2011-11-14T01:54:00.002+08:00

Chasing with time, damn busy recently. So many things to be completed. Assignments and everything. Hope to clear everything asap..

Well, just happened to recall something due to some incident, i recall when i was in Primary school, there is this banner stated "Everything starts with right attitude." And this phrase had been locked in my mind since that moment, i believe attitude is the key to everything, how you approach people and how you communicate to people.. With right attitude, i believe everything will work out well..

Some people are born intelligent, smart in anyway or so. High IQ i must say. But with lousy attitude, i think it's just spoil everything. Every single thing.. So what if you are rich, so what if you have assets, so what if you have everything in the whole world?? Without the right attitude, it just turn people so off you see..

With low EQ, you just make the people around you feel so uncomfortable.. I don't know why some people know that they have issue at their low EQ and they are not working on it, they just feel that the world should accommodate them, accept them for who they are.. (I mean yes, we can accept, but in long term, it became so tiring with conflicts happening often or even daily.. )

Yup, i think everything should balance everything out.. Just need to rant this out..

I'll blog again soon..

2011-11-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

9/11/2011

Able to update my blog recently as mon-thurs i actually requested off from my workplace. Due to meetups and also event jobs.. Headed to school as usual and so many things to catch up. Gonna work harder..

I really wanted to do alot of things but can I? Time constraint and everything.. Turning 21st in less than a month, an event that i always treat it as an just another day.. With tons of people asking how i am going to celebrate my 21st.. I seriously have no intention of celebrating. Ideas generated from friends are like chalet and stuff, which i dread because i have to host it, and alot of things have to settle, as if i have the time to do so :(

If you really ask me what i wanted to do on my 21st, i really feel like travelling. Really, Just travel somewhere where i can shop day and night and forget about all the troubles.. And most importantly relax.. That's all i wanted.. But don't think such thing will happen as it fall on school weeks :( And tons of tests and assignments coming..

Anyway, i guess simple dinner with close friends will do.. I guess my family don't even remember. Haha, can't be bother as well. As long as everyone is healthy, i'm happy :)

Gonna have event after school tml, will be staying in school to study awhile before heading for event.. Anyway gonna do my assignments and also some work. Nights all and stay healthy everyone :)

2011-11-09T00:20:00.002+08:00

6/11/2011

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home.. Damn tired..

7/11/2011

Although i requested off for work but have event in the evening. Woke up and do some work before Charlyn called me and said that her shoe spoilt and she forgot to bring her cash and cards out and couldn't buy the shoe and asked me to rescue her. So meet her around 3 plus to get her shoe and paid for her shoe before we headed to MBS for event. Wanted to take to MB station and walk there but she said pomenade station is nearer.. But to my horror, it's damn far.. And we are damn late.. I swear i will take to MB station next time.. Sometimes you just gonna follow your own intuition..

Event was quite tiring but overall okay :) And after event around 12 plus headed home..

8/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after sch stay in school to do some work. Bk came down to my school and we took train down to town. And we headed to Muji to get some stuff before heading to other places to see her really super duper belated present. Meet up with ying and her bf and we walk around before heading for dinner at this ramen restaurant. I was told it was damn nice but i seriously don't know how to appreciate it. I'm sorry :( But overall was alright..

Headed to Cold Stone for ice cream!! OMG, damn nice can!! Been craving for it for so long :)))) Finally ate it and i felt like the happiest girl on earth for that moment. And we camwhore there :) And after that headed to Vivo to see her bag, after analyzing the bag with bk, she decided to get another bag and we share the present for her. It's been dragged from April till now and finally clear it !! AND this meetup was postpone for soooo many time and finally we get to meet up. Was so tired, around 9 plus went to get some stuff for tml morning before we train home..

Tired.. School tomorrow and blog again!

2011-11-06T01:38:00.002+08:00

5/11/2011

Headed to work as usual and everything was alright. Boss treated me dinner as i'm damn famished. When you are hungry, everything seems nice ar. Haha. And after work we all headed for supper. Ate alittle and we decided to cab back.. Guess what? The cab uncle fall asleep in the cab!!!!!!!! I swear he was knocking his head off and swing his head.. He was yawning all the way and rubbing his eyes. And worst of all, he was speeding -.-" Me and my colleagues was like so damn scare can...

And at that moment i was thinking what if accident really happen? And what if i just die like that? What if i just left this world without any words? Who gonna take care of my family? And will anyone be sad for me?

But well, i came back home in one piece, and my colleague alighted and took another cab. It was really scary. I took down the cab plate and the cab uncle name just in case anything happen..

Gonna turn in soon as i'm working tml. Nights all!

2011-11-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

3/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed home.. Tired..

4/11/2011

Headed to work as usual and after work headed walk around Bugis before home..

Mum just came home feeling giddy and nausea, keep vomiting.. Patting her while she was vomiting, hoping in this way can ease the pain. Praying that she feel better at the same time.. Really worried :( Sigh..

Daddy actually went back sleep after he woke up, but later he actually came out to pat at mummy's back while she vomited. Can sense the love between them :) Haha.

Everytime when such stuff happened, i always felt i'm not filial enough. I shall work harder to provide the best for them.. I realize i'm starting to get afraid of the people around me especially closed one getting hurt.. I really care for each and everyone of their feeling.. really..

2011-11-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

1/11/2011

Headed to school as usual and after school headed to work till around 4.30pm before heading to lady boss house for BBQ, it was drizzling and we are trying our best to BBQ all the food. Around 7 plus it stop awhile and we sat down to eat it.. Around 10 plus we started packing and headed to lady boss house to slack. Was doing this jumping thingy which can help to exercise the body. Haha. Everyone of us tried it.. And around 11 plus we headed back home. i swear i was really tired. Imagine waking up at 5 plus and all the way till mid night. Not a joke seriously..

2/11/2011

Headed to school and they said my voice changed :( and i having flu in the morning.. Seriously drained out.. After class headed for lunch and felt much better but was really tired. Power nap for 15mins in school. Damn tired. After class headed back home.. And packed some stuff. Bought a necklace in school with the rest.

Tomorrow school again, gonna turn in first.

Everything you did really turn me off, everything.. I hope this end faster..

2011-11-01T00:59:00.002+08:00

28-30/10

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home as usual.

31/10

Headed to school and after sch meet up friend for lunch awhile before heading to work.. Tired..

Sometimes i really wonder why such thing will happen in the first place, dislike such thing happening..

2011-10-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

I don't know why sleeping spell always cast on me when i'm about to do something :( So sad right, always fell asleep when i'm at home. I think working seems to be better than sleeping.. Doing my last assignment but my lappy is giving me some problems :( Any kind soul willing to lend a hand?

Anyway wasn't feeling too good, some stuff which i never mention doesn't mean i don't care. I do alright, i just need some time to figure out what to do..

Anyway school tml and turning in soon i think.. Nights and stay healthy!

2011-10-24T00:20:00.002+08:00

Finally 3 assignments down, 1 more to go. Will be leaving this assignment to tomorrow as i'm drained out already :(

17/10

Headed to school as usual and after sch meet up with my poly friend for lunch again and catch up awhile before heading to work..

18/10

Headed to sch in the morning, and after sch decided to stay in school as i got make up class from 7-10PM. Yes, i brought my notebook along and stay in sch to complete my assignments. Seriously it was totally draining my energy, but i find it fruitful completing my assignments. Staying in school alone ain't that bad, as i get to have some self time to do some personal stuff. Of course half the day was accompanied by my friends. Thanks them for the company :)

19/10

Headed to class as usual and after sch headed back home..

20/10

Headed to class as usual and after class headed to Bugis to shop with the girls. Yes, shopping!! Bought only 1 top and was considering the maxi dress.. Still finding whether online can get it anot as it was quite an old range alrdy. Around 8 plus headed back home..

21/10 - 23/10

Headed to work as usual and chionging my assignments after work. Nothing much really happened..

Except today while after work, there's this Caucasian walking towards me, i tot he was going to ask me for direction. But he actually asked me about relationship advices. He asked me whether i believe a girl will betrayed the guy in a relationship and the guy will still hold on to the relationship. Something relating to this as he give alot of examples. I answered "It depends."

He then went on to tell me his friend is actually in a relationship with this girl but the girl was betraying him all the while, and he asked me what should he get for his guy friend to console him? (I look at him thinking GUY?!?)He then emphasize on the guy friend afew times. And i answered "Card?" He asking me whether to get shirt, wallet, etc? (I tot all these should be for birthdays.) He then continue telling me some stuff and said thanks and walk away.

Actually the best way to console your friend is to stay back your friend side, listening to all the sorrows that he/she can pour to you. Because you know that person is not feeling good at all and needed someone to be by the side. Buying a gift doesn't matter at all. I suggested card is because some stuff are hard to express verbally, and you could write all the stuff you wished to express through the card. Anything else is secondary.

Although i find it's weird that this Caucasian asked me something like this, but i think he desperately need advices from people, and no one else he could turn to. After i told him cards, he seems like heading to the stationary shop to get it. And i think he really care about this friend of his, to the extend i sense he really need advices, kind of sincere.. Haha.

2011-10-23T00:42:00.002+08:00

3 assignments to rush :( Going to rush them before i blog again. In the mean time, stay healthy people!!

2011-10-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

14/10- 17/10

Headed to work as usual, everything was fine on fri and sat.

Sunday was alone in shop and everything was fine till evening. This 3 China lady came in and asked for clip on earring. Told them cannot try due to hygiene purpose. One of the lady choose the design she wanted and asked me to change to clip on for her as she want to take it. So i changed and packed for her and she said she wanted to try on first, told her if she tried already she have to buy and she agreed and went on to try it on.

She then asked her 2 friends how was it and they said not nice. One of her friend took the designer stand from the top and everything topple down (estimated about 20-30 pairs dropped down) , and she bloody hell turned away without saying sorry, okay i endured. And i even place it back one by one and the other lady told me she do not want the earring alrdy. I told her she already tried on and she have to pay for it, then she said i did not inform her in the first place, and her 2 other friends started to help her by shouting in the shop. I was trying to talk sense out with her by telling her due to hygiene purpose we don't allow trying and since she tried on she have to buy it and she already agreed in the first place.

Then she shouted said she did not agree and her friends shouted saying i'm bullying tourist who come SG to buy stuff. Like wth, wrong in the first place still want to act like you are right? And say what don't know SG law and stuff, (then you bloody go do illegal stuff and tell police you don't know SG law lar, see what they do to you.) Really feel like tackling back them sia but i hold back as i was working and other cust was staring. And alot of ppl was standing outside the shop watching the show, some aunties wanted to walk in but the husband stopped them by pulling her back, was seriously exceeding my limit because three of them is verbally tackling me non stop and i was busy placing back the designer stand one by one. I really feel like shouting at them for creating the scene but i hold back because if i shout back i'm no difference from them you see. Morons are like that, they tot they shout louder means they win. But they never know, they are still a moron who is stepping into other territory. And i walk back to the counter and one of the lady who shouted wanted to get the clip on only, and i bloody remove it from the earring.

One of the aunty came in and asked me about the bag and i told her where it came from and i answer her with a smile, the aunty then went out to tell her husband something like she's alright..

The lady then shouted asking me to be faster because she was rushing and requested for new clip on.. I was seriously holding back and she trying her back to push my limit man.. I bloody hell take my time to remove it because she have alrdy tried it yet she requested for new piece. You think you in China is it? And guess what? Her hands was trembling when she give me the money and i just grabbed from her. She was trembling so fast to the extend that the dollars even tremble together. I believe she was guilty conscious, if she wasn't she don't have to be afraid and trembled. After that i really tell myself to stay cool since i'm all alone in the shop and everything resume as per normal after that.

Around 9.30pm when i was closing the shop, my colleagues give me a surprise visit and i was really so glad they came and i pour out everything to them, while telling them my tears flow out because i was so pissed off yet i have to endure all the shit from them. And thanks co for the tissue, it came handy when he heard my voice changed. 3 of the mid thirties china ladies verbal + volume attack. After pouring out to them, they was so angry that they wanted to find the 3 of them out. Was really thankful that they are around to hear me out.. If they didn't pay me a visit, i think i'll just bring this back and perhaps i won't even tell them about it as they know that i'm not a person who will tell things out until they asked, i'll rather let it passed and get over with it..

After that my sup told my boss and my boss called me, she told me what to do in future and asked me whether i'm feeling better anot. Told her and she also understand how i felt as she experienced it before. Thanks my boss for concern.

2011-10-13T23:41:00.002+08:00

13/10

Headed to sch as usual with xp and after sch headed to Clementi to accompany lx to get her stuff before training back home. Tired ttm. Anyway was asking my new friend how she got her hand bandage and she told me she went for surgery. And she described the whole process to me which i really feel for her, she even show me the photos. Hope she get well soon!!

Anyway i saw one of my childhood friend in sch, i saw her more than 5 times at different locations ever since i started my sch and i'm sure it's her. Headed home and told mum about it.. Mum seems to be so excited that we are in the same school.. -.-" Well, actually it's okay as we have lost contact long ago.. Her mum even called us to go her house during CNY few years ago which i'm quite reluctant to go because she is soooooooo going to ask me about every aspects of my life which i strongly feel that i don't have to report to her like i used to, i mean seriously she is going to compare me again, like seriously..

I told my mum, no matter how much she boast about her daughter in the past (even to the extend calling my mum and boast how good her daughter is, going to one of the top JCs and stuff), in the end we still ended at the same path.. No wonder recently never hear phone ring already..

I mean seriously, if you spent all your life boasting around, don't you feel tired? The reason why i discourage my mum to go was because i know how she is going to put my mum down and influence my mum like she used to which i'm not going to talk about because it seems like i'm complaining. I dislike people doing this to my mum because i know she doesn't have to go through this.. Glad that my mum agreed with me as she know what is going on ;) Love my mum!

Anyway, thanks everyone for the encouragement. You guys are awesome.. Let's work hard together alright :) I believe everything got it's way..

2011-10-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

07/10 - 09/10

Happy 21st Birthday Yijie!!

Headed to work as usual, and on the 08/10 left work around 6pm and headed to meet Shar and the rest for dinner at town. And happened to saw Ying at cold stone with her bf, so qiao. Haha. After that around 10 plus headed to vivo with jw and meet up with Rosebel to St.James for Yijie's 21st. We all tot quite a number of familiar faces will be seen, but only like afew. Haha, the rest is his friends from army, club awhile before we headed home.

10/10

Headed to sch as usual and after sch meet up with my Poly friend who i have not meet up for like years? for lunch at NYP before headed to work. Work was alright and after work headed for supper with bosses. I really hate to say this but i regret eating supper lar, cause me fever and sore throat the next day. Although i thanks boss for the treat...

11/10

Headed to sch with sore throat and fever is not a joke. Took panadol and headed to class as usual and after sch headed to work. Almost could not take it but keep endure.. went to get some cooling water and also popped another panadol.. And after work, ssl came and we headed back together. My sup was really sweet as she alighted same station as me and offer to send me back but i rejected as it was not same way. But thanks sup for the accompany :) Back home and took my degree, 38.2 deg -.-" KO after that with 2 panadols. Sorry to those who i never respond to your msges. Was really unwell, forgive me.. Haha..

12/10

Happy 21st Birthday Rosebel!! :)

Headed to sch as usual and feeling much better, fever subside and after class headed to do some tutorial and after that headed for class before heading home.. Took a nap and now doing my stuff..

Blog again..

2011-10-07T00:05:00.002+08:00

Alright, managed to clear 2 tutotorials, and abit of assignment.. More to come..

Anyway just to share something that my lecturer shared in marketing class..

We are actually touching on some marketing campaigns in the business and also doing charity to the 3rd world country. Watching videos shown was actually inspiring..

She said:

How do you define poor?

"We only need to worry about what to eat, and not worrying about nothing to eat.."

This simple sentence actually meant alot to me at that moment..

How often do you ask your friends/family "What to eat ar?" , "What you want to eat later?", "Don't know what to eat." etc..

But we all know very well, foods are just around us, we can reach them anytime. And most importantly we know we can afford to eat it..

Towards the second part of the sentence, "not worrying about nothing to eat"..

Some countries which is less fortunate than us, are thinking whether do they have dinner to eat? The food are so scarce to them that they couldn't even reach them anytime. Sometimes they just have to starve themselves.. Looking at those kids in the videos doesn't have enough water to drink and also to clean themselves really pain me so much..

We seriously have to treasure everything and to be thankful that we can have meal to eat because not everyone have the chance to do so..

2011-10-06T23:50:00.002+08:00

Should i just blog how my past week have gone like?

26/09, 27/09, 28/09

wake up at 5.30AM and headed to school in the morning, after class headed to work straight after that.. It was hell tired..

29/09

Headed to school as usual and after sch headed back home before meeting my friend for dinner and movie at town. Was really tired to the extent i feel like sleeping..

30/09 - 2/10

Headed to work as usual, i swear this is a killer week as it drain out all my energy. Like seriously.. And i wasn't in the right state of my mind as everything was so turn off to me..

3/10 -4/10

Headed to school in the morning and after school headed to work as usual and it was really tired.. really..

5/10 -

Headed to school and after that stay in school to finish up the tutorials. After that headed home and coma state. Seriously damn tired..

6/10

Headed to school and after school headed home.. Took a nap and now i'm here to do my stuff..

Today lesson was interesting :)

Working rest of the week..

2011-10-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

I really don't know how to blog last week as it was hell busy. And i have no idea why i still can find some time out to meet some people man. Salute myself. Normally i will just reject.. Haha..

Anyway hope this week will be better, requested both day off and also sat to leave early to meet my friend for dinner and also birthday party..

I hope i have some time for myself.. Need to catch up alot of things..

And i really kind of regret wasting my time away that day, should have just replenish my sleep and do something more meaningful.. But well, time will tell everything :)

Gonna wake up early in the morning for school.. So gonna turn in alrdy. Nights!

2011-09-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired. Waking up for school at 5.30AM and after class headed to work till late. No rest, seriously i don't know how to survive for the rest of the week.. Enduring till my boss be back to town.. Nights all, i'm turning in..

2011-09-26T00:02:00.002+08:00

21/09 (Wed)

Off day, meet xp at bedok awhile to do some readings and also have my lunch. Around evening headed back home. Nothing much happened.

22/09 (Thurs)

First day of school, headed to sch with xp and guess how long we waited for bus? Total 35 mins, almost late for class. Overall was alright for the lessons that day. Managed to see familiar faces in school was great :)

23/09 (Fri)

Headed to work as usual, after work headed home.. It was not a bad day afterall as something happened at night :)

24/09 (Sat)

Headed to work as usual, halfway change to work at another outlet.. And saw some of my friends there too.. After work headed BS to buy platform. I bought a super high platform but i like it alot :) Haha.. Headed home after that..

25/09 (Sun)

Headed to work as usual and nothing much happened. After work headed to get some stuff for school and headed home..

Tomorrow have to wake up early.. Nights all!

2011-09-24T01:53:00.002+08:00

Oh, did i share with you guys what happened on Monday?

There is this foreigner who came in and requested to take photos of my colleague and me while we are working. He claims that he bought his Nikon DSLR 5 mins ago and don't know how to operate it.. Asked us whether we know how to use it.. The photos taken are blurred. He then called me and wanted to snap my photos, i hope i turn away in time man! And guess what? My boss came and he left asap. Then my boss saw him loitering one floor above, then he came down and went to the store infront of us and my boss alerted me, and he was hiding behind one pillar staring at our shop..

OMG SO SCARY!!!! And we inform the security, damn...

2011-09-21T23:16:00.003+08:00

I just saw Year 2 Schedule and seriously it's damn packed. Need to be more self discipline..

School start tomorrow and i'm gonna do some readings before i turn in. Hope tomorrow will be good :)

Night all!

2011-09-21T00:48:00.002+08:00

19/09 (Monday)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home as i'm pretty tired.

20/09 (Tuesday)

Headed to work as usual and around 4 plus leave my work place as i'm half day off :) Intially i wanted to take half day so that i can meet up with my friends, but job opportunity just came and knocked into me.. So after work headed town to get some stuff before heading for event job. Overall it was still okay.. Back home and i'm dead beat..

Off day tomorrow and i'm gonna sleep till i naturally wake up! Blog again soon.. Nights.

2011-09-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Sweet Gesture from Darling Ramizah!! It's so sweet of you! Little things like this can make my day so much better :) You are Awesome!

It's been awhile since we last met up and i really appreciate every meetups we get together. Reflecting how we used to know each other. Still remember the last sem in my Poly, and i chose to sit that seat, it was the only module that we did not change seat for the whole semester.

Started to be stranger and after 16 weeks, we get really bonded. All the laughters we have was really good memories. We started to meet out for each other birthdays and catching up. And it's really awesome that we have been contacting each other.. Really appreciate this friendship so much :) Threesome!

I think working have taking so much of my time up and this Thursday my school started. From mid May after exams till now and i have been working till now. Enjoyment was minimal but i managed to work and achieved what i wanted, which was to pay my school fee :) Although i can't deny the fact that it was really draining all my energy out, but i really appreciate all the hardwork that everyone have been putting in.. I enjoyed working with my colleagues and i even enjoyed all the laughters :)

I hope everything can go smoothly and things to turn out better. Time will pass even faster when school start and it's coming to an end to September..

Last but not least, i wish everyone to be healthy and happy everyday :) LOVES*

2011-09-18T23:41:00.002+08:00

15/09 (Thurs)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home as usual..

16/09 (Friday)

Meet xp at platform before heading to meet the rest at Bugis. They have their breakfast cum lunch there and we have Koi! Ice Cream with Milk Tea is seriously LOVES* Headed to Popular to get our school stuff, after that headed Bugis Junction to get my pencil but sadly sold out :( And we headed to Bugis Street to get some stuff as well. Nice meet up :) Left them around 6 plus before i head to town to meet darlings :)

It's been awhile since i last saw them! Met Sharm first and we went H&M to take a look, got myself accessories while Sharm got herself a top and accessories. And Ramizah came to look for us! We headed to Cine to have dinner and after dinner headed to shop awhile. Got myself a bag and also notebook. While Ramizah got herself a pair of shoe at Vans. Haha. After that went to take photos before heading home.. Really nice catch up and i miss you girls already :(

17/09 (Sat)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to DG to meet Shar at the platform before heading to Clark Quay. Waited for her friends to come while we went to walk around. Updating about each other life as well. Headed to Helipad for some drinks before heading Zouk for 2nd round. Was really sober i think but i can't remember some stuff. Ahhhh, nvm.. Around 4 plus and we headed back. Haha. Nice catch up and someone enjoyed herself ar, meet up soon!

18/09 (Sun)

Woke up late and headed work late. Everything was fine and after work headed home. Tired. Wasn't feeling really good in the morning, wanted to vomit but can't :( Dehydrated.. Keep drinking water today. But after that i'm fine, i guess it's hangover as i drank quite alot last night..

Anyway i'm turning in.. School starts on Thursday. Time to work hard and study hard.. Hope everything will be okay :)

2011-09-15T00:49:00.002+08:00

Although didn't manage to get in, but i think it's worth it at least we did reach there :)

Awaiting for the next outing!

2011-09-15T00:25:00.003+08:00

14/09/2011 (Wednesday)

Headed to school alone to settle some stuff, and after that headed to Vivo to meet the rest. Initial plan was go USS but before i meet them, the sky already start pouring, i somehow felt disappointed :( And after meeting them, the sky was really dark and it started drizzling. So we all decided to change plan to watch movies instead..

Watched the Crazy Stupid Love

and Horrible Bosses..

Overall for both movie was alright, because afterall it was quite funny. But i would rather choose the Horrible Bosses to watch.

After the movie we started to walk to USS, as my colleague told me after 7pm go in is $5. But when we reached the ticket counter, they said not available for today. So we can't even go in :( But at least we walk there, somehow it was relaxing..

After taking some pictures we headed back to Vivo to have dinner and also have a chatting session before we headed back..

It was overall nice and fun as well :)

We are planning for another trip to USS again with the correct weather!

2011-09-15T00:06:00.001+08:00

08/09/2011 (Thursday)

Headed to work as usual, nothing much happen..

09/09/2011 (Friday)

Headed to work as usual, after work went to get some stuff and cab to boss house and we have mini celebration at her place for Mid-Autumn Festival. Overall was alright :) Around 2 plus reach home and feeling really tired.

10/09/2011 (Sat)

Headed to work as usual and nothing much happened. After work headed home..

11/09/2011 (Sunday)

Work alone in shop and it was still alright as the crowd was slow.. After work headed home..

12/09/2011 (Monday)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home..

13/09/2011 (Tuesday)

Same routine again and after work headed home..

2011-09-14T00:50:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow morning will be heading down school alone to settle some stuff before meeting the rest at harbourfront.

Yes, i'm going USS tomorrow :D It's really a long awaited plan. Wanted to go since last year already, and until i met this group of colleagues who i work at my ex workplace. And we planned since June! And finally tomorrow is the day :) So excitedddddddddd!

I'm going to enjoy all the rides! Can't wait :) Hope tomorrow will be a fun day :)

2011-09-13T00:56:00.003+08:00

Hope everything will be smooth really. Hope to hear good news. Tomorrow will be a better day :)

Nights all and i'll update soon. LOVES*

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!

2011-09-09T01:25:00.003+08:00

Life is too short to even let yourself be unhappy for a moment. Even if you have your lowest point of your life, tell yourself good things will fall in soon.

Really thankful for everything. Every people i met in my life. Even those who used to be close with me for once and left my life silently, i'm really thankful that you have been part of my life. Although i really hope we can still be as close as before, but some thing can't be force. We all have our own path in life, what really matters most is happiness and healthy. I wish you guys be healthy and always be happy. If one day you ever reminiscence about the memories that we once have been, i hope either one of us would initiate to catch up..

Today i was reflecting back my life. It's all chances that i get to know people around me. They are really great, and i really appreciate those who stay behind. If i ever did something that make you unhappy unknowingly, i apologize about it. "Human are never perfect, we all learn from our mistakes." Thanks boss for reminding me these sentence. It's just random but i find it meaningful :) I'm thankful for everything that have happened in my life..

The things that i once though it is impossible, you guys make me realize i'm able to do it. Everyday i just feel i'm one step nearer to it :) Really, i found something to look forward for..

And i'll work hard for it..

Tml will be going boss's house to celebrate Mooncake Festival :) Gonna have a blast there! LOVES*

2011-09-08T01:31:00.002+08:00

07/09/2011 ( Wednesday)

Woke up around 9.45am just in time for my last hope. Login around 9.57am and i started to do my last try. I seriously though my eyes are playing tricks on me. How can the modules i wanted yesterday appearing to have slots now?!? And i quickly pick those modules and make changes. And guess what? I was logged out, i admit i'm damn desperate for the slots. But my network ain't helping me. Managed to logged in with IE and the slots are there. Clicks and confirm the slots, checking everything in order and i saved everything. My load was off my shoulders.

I seriously at that moment thanks God for everything. It was really amazing. Yesterday i was really depressed, really didn't know what to do and this morning it changes my life. I almost broke down yesterday, and really need someone to talk to yesterday. But i'm glad everything is in the right order. And i wanna thanks everyone who was there to help me, to give me encouragement. And thanks those who share happiness with me :) You guys are awesome!!

And i managed to help Jeslyn with her changes for her modules too :) Thanks for trusting me too. It's really nice to help people and share the happiness with them. I think we are really lucky :) Although most of the modules next year i'm taking alone, but i'm still thankful for that. Being alone in the module is not bad afterall, reflecting back my year 1, one of my module i was alone and at the end of the module, i knew quite a number of friends there.. I think as long as you choose something interest you, good thing will fall in.

Today miracle have happened, it really make me to look on the brighter side after all the unpleasant stuff have happened. It's just this small little things can really cheer me up alot. Really. I appreciate everything, and i really don't know how to express the joy in me.

After that headed to work and everything was smooth, headed to bugis to meet them for shopping and headed home. Just when i headed home, my lock fall onto my marble floor and broke the edges. Damn, i was really heartache about it. Told Daddy about it and he asked me to leave it aside, but being really guilty about it, i took the glue and stick it back. And the sharp edges just sliced off my skin and started bleeding. It's not painful, but i actually feel heartache for the marble floor. 20 years of my life, it have always been there. I managed to glued the edges back but there is some cracks can be seen. I told myself in future, i'm going to get someone to fixed in, and polish the floor as well. Feel damn guilty about it still..

2011-09-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

02/09 (Friday)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to bugis to meet the rest for Steamboat again. But with bosses this time round. And we totally enjoyed ourselves :) Around 12 plus headed home..

03/09 (Saturday)

Headed to work as usual and nothing much happened. After work headed home. Tired ttm!

04/09 (Sunday)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed back home to rest..

05/09 (Monday)

Headed to work and after work they decided to go bugis street to shop hence after work headed there to meet the rest. SSL came over and we went to bugis street. Got myself 3 loots :) and also CC cream!! Plus the blusher. I think i got so many blusher haven use but i can't help it :( Haha.. After that headed home :)

06/09 (Tuesday)

eCR day, damn so many ppl logged in and the website is damn lag and was logged out so many times. Ahhhh.. stayed at home in the end and went out at night with Daddy to get my chair :) Finally. It was quite expensive, burn a hole in my wallet. But i think it worth it, since i have been wanting to get it for so long.. Haha..

Wasn't feeling too good lately, feel like ranting out but i don't want people to feel burden by it. Keeping it to myself seems better, but i felt like i'm breaking down. I guess it's too much of work. I'm feeling tired :( I really feel like taking a break somehow, really need a chill out..

Alright, working tml and rest of the week.

I have to meet my friends soon. Miss them so so so so much :)

2011-09-05T00:54:00.003+08:00

I'm seriously tired. 11 days of working is not a joke, tml is my 12th. I feel my muscle tearing...

To be frank, sometimes i wish $$ can drop from sky, but it's a dream which would never happen..

2011-09-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

31/08 (wednesday)

Headed to work as usual and around 6PM ended work. Headed to train platform to meet XP before we head to town to meet Venessa and wait for Jeslyn to reach. Went Daiso to get some stuff and walk around. After much deciding, we dine at Hong Kong Cafe at Ion and have super late dinner due to long queues and other factors. Around 10 plus we headed home.. We catch up and chatted alot. Really make me reflect alot..

Sometimes life just want to test you, really tired of it.. If only people around me are supportive enough.. life will be much easier isn't it?

01/09 (Thursday)

Headed to work as usual, nothing much happened and after work headed home..

In life we have to make choices, and they are never easy..

My energy is draining out and i have to endure till this week end. Going 9th day of working straight is ain't a joke, continue for another 3-4 days is killing me somehow..

I'm tired, physically.. I should work harder..

2011-08-30T23:54:00.002+08:00

29/08 (Monday)

Headed to work with SSL, and on the way there we went to get breakfast before heading to shop. So tired :( I was soooo sleepy!! Anyway there is this cust who came back so many time, and each time she came back she tried so many pieces and NEVER buy! I was seriously pissed because i served her like 4 times already. And my endurance level can say quite high already, but she really make me lose my cool yesterday. The amount of shoe she tried have flood half the shop! Not exaggerating at all!! And when her bf called her, she shouted in the shop! Everyone was staring and when her bf reached she said so fast ar?

And i really couldn't take it when she spoke to her bf in this way..

She: You also don't want buy branded bag for me then choose smth from this shop lor. Hundred plus only..

Her bf : *Silent*

She: This one nice anot? That one lei? This one lei?

Her bf: I think this one nicer.

She: Faster lei, just pick smth lar and buy for me lei..

Then she just walk away in the end leaving tons of shoes on the floor. WTH! She even left her half eaten nasi lemak in the stall and her bf come to collect awhile later..

Huh, it's not that i wanted to hear what they are talking, but they are merely just talking so loudly and i'm standing infront of them. Wah, why got such a gf in this world? Seriously, i pity the bf very much.. Haha..

Anyway after work we went to have some small bites and went home. EAT AGAIN. OMG :(

30/08 (Tuesday)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!

Headed to work as usual and i got no off this week!! My boss really look up on me. But i requested to go off at 6PM to meet the rest for dinner. Must tahan till this week is over :( Sorry people i can't meet you guys but trust me i'll make up for it!!

Wanted to blog more but i'm gonna sleep soon. Will update again :) LOVES*

Oh yar, and before i forget, someone just prank call me on MONDAY!!! I texted the person and that person wanna play with me. Of course i ignored the person, but if that person ever continue to prank again, trust me, i'll do something on it.

2011-08-29T00:43:00.002+08:00

27/08 (Saturday)

Headed to work and after work headed to Bugis to meet the rest to collect key and take photossss! Afterwhich headed Mac for supper. Like again! I don't have the habit of supper but keep having supper during work. So sinful :( Anyway we chat alot of stuff in mac till 12 plus before i took last bus home. Alone back home at that wee hour was seriously scary!!! But i'm back home in one piece :)

28/08 (Sunday)

Headed to work and work alone in the shop somemore. Morning no ppl and i was kinda stress :( And this girl who i served previously walk passed and i waved to her like she was my good friend. And she bought something :) Haha. After that was kinda busy alrdy. And the weirdest thing is strangers came and ask me did i vote for Mr Tan -.-" Oh my, and eventually everyone asking me who i voted. LOL! Hello, i'm a December baby :) Hahahaha, next election then ask me again. Anyway alone till shop closed and everything was smooth. Just that some uncivilized people came and pissed me, omg i feel like offering them free slap. Haha. But still, it was really nice day :) After work headed home..

Work tml again..

2011-08-27T02:14:00.002+08:00

Just watched finish this Korean Drama, The Greatest Love!

Omg, it was damn Good!

How can this guy be so charming even at the age of 42?!? And the drama involved abit of comedy.

I kinda like the last part when he gave up everything just for the person he love. Yes, the greatest love, even he lost everything, he still doesn't mind. And he was so sweet! Awww, if me i'll be damn touch too :) Really.

Anyway i might sound abit like crazy of this drama. But since i said drama, everything is acted out. So yea, i doubt there will be such a sweet guy on earth anymore. And because drama are created to satisfy human's desire.. Haha.. And if you guys need some sweetness watch it alright :)

2011-08-27T02:06:00.002+08:00

25/08 (Thursday)

Headed to work as usual and after work they decided to watch Final Destination 5 (3D) and we headed to Illuma to watch it. I think most crucial part i was covering my eyes. So gross.. Haha, and my colleague can still laugh -.-" Around 12 plus we headed back home..

26/08 (Friday)

Headed to work as usual and nothing much happen. My colleagues happened to fall sick and hope she can get well soon. Health is most important of all.. And after work headed to meet the rest at Bugis for supper. Haha.. And after that train home..

Tml work again, life like that.. Work Work Work..

And sometimes i hope you can take initiative.. But i doubt you will..

2011-08-25T01:00:00.002+08:00

19/08 (Friday)

Work as usual and after work headed to have mini cut cake session since we have opened for a week :) And after that headed home..

20/08 (Saturday)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home. Nothing much to update.

21/08 (Sunday)

Headed to another place to work and overall was okay. During lunch time while we are eating at food court, there's this aunty came and asked me why i never went their stall to eat. I was shocked, and i told her i did when i was at bugis and i have never tried their stall at this outlet. She said her boss said i very long never come and eat their stuff. -.-" And then the boss went to get the soup for us to drink for free and gave us the namecard that we will have discount if we go eat at the stall in future. The boss came and said hi to us. Seriously i don even know him at all -.-" Think he got the wrong person. After work headed to bugis as i have to collect the key..

22/08 (Monday)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home..

23/08 (Tuesday)

Headed to work and after work headed to Bugis for steamboat session. Boss didn't join us as her daughter was sick. Hope she get well soon! Steamboat was great somehow and we cab home after that..

24/08 (Wednesday)

Off day! Stayed at home to settle some stuff and wanted to go sch for the session but i gave it a miss as i have chalet in the evening. After settling my stuff, meet han zhi at Pasir Ris before we head to the chalet. For goodness sake, we walk there. CLAPS* Say hi to some of the people and then watch movie. Step Up 3! Eat abit and after that headed home..

2011-08-19T02:05:00.002+08:00

17/08 (Wednesday)

Headed to work as usual and open shop alone. It was still alright and working with boss whole day. Time passed really fast. After work boss said called the rest down for supper and we headed to maxwell market for supper. Haha. Was really bloated after that..

18/08 (Thursday)

My official off day and was supposed to meet up with my friends but i was really lazy to go out for few hours. And i have to settle some stuff so i decided to give it a miss and we will meet up another day. Stay at home settle my stuff and watch drama all the way.. Kind of relaxing. And my ex colleague called me up to chat. Awww, miss them somehow :( Shall catch up with them ! And also my other friends..

Some words are left unsaid. Really miss the old good times. And i hope we can still keep in contact.

Sometimes i wished the words that you once told me is not a mistakes made by you, i somehow wish it was real..

2011-08-17T00:38:00.002+08:00

16/08 (Tuesday)

Headed to work as usual.. Everything was still alright and after work headed to another outlet to collect keys as i'm opening the shop myself tomorrow.. After that we headed Bugis street to walk around.. and slack at mac before heading home..

Today while i'm having my free time where i don't have customers, i always do reflections on myself and think about some stuff. Alot of things i know that can't be help, but i wish it would turn out in the way i want it to be.. I do have times that i felt i neglect alot of things, my family, friends and those who really care about me. I felt really lousy whenever i tot about it. That's why all i ask for is understanding from you guys.

I know my work, study have already occupied most of my time, and my holidays is always for working. Enjoyment i will always put it aside.. Friends have always asked me out whenever it clashes with my work schedule and i have to push it away, at times i was so busy that i forgot their birthdays, i think i suck somehow, why the hell i would forget? Those friends are friends that care for me, or at least step into my life to brighten up my life.. I will make it up for sure and sorry about it. I felt damn guilty about it. Sigh..

And i know some friends of mine have already somehow 'left' or perhaps never heard from them anymore.. but do you people know, you guys have actually popped into my mind, always.. And i'm always afraid to initiate because i know it would be difficult for me to meet you guys out as i'm really packed with my work, there's no point i promise something and i don't do it right? I don't know what to do, i still treasure the friendship between us and i hope to seek more understanding from you guys. Perhaps one day we will still catch up..

I really felt i neglect people too much, and explaining myself seems to find excuses to cover up myself. It would be nice if you guys can understand.. And i'm a person who like to keep in touch with people, i dislike moments that we are very very close and next moment you disappear into the thin air. Dislike the feeling so much..

Initiative yet uncertainty..

I always tell myself true friends are the one who stays behind and i really treasure you guys alot.. Although i don't express verbally, but actions speaks louder than words..

2011-08-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

Thursday (11/08)

Cab to work and headed to warehouse with boss and headed back to workplace and we started displaying. Headed lunch with boss and we chatted about some stuff which made me reflected alot. It's been awhile since someone can give me advises to the troubles that i'm having. I'm really thankful for that. My boss asked me why i'm so matured at my age? What made me to be matured so fast? She have never met someone so matured at such a young age before.. Haha, it's really nice talking to her :) And after that back to work, we are all so busy displaying and setting up everything. Guess what time we knocked off ?? Almost 1AM !! My bone almost break i swear, my neck ached like hell.. But i felt really happy perhaps because we all get to see the results at the end of the day :)

Friday (12/08)

First day of openning and we are busy in the morning to prepare. My colleague came to fetch me and we rush there to get everything done by noon. Waited for them to cut the ribbon and the day started! It was great with flooded flow of people :) And the sales was great too.. But my leg almost break, was wearing heels the whole day with dress on. And after work we headed for company dinner. Wanted to try TGIF at Heerens long ago and i suggested there. And in the end we went there and the food was great, with huge portion!! And the brownie was nice and filling :)) so thankful for everything :) Cab home and rested..

Saturday (13/08)

Headed to work as usual and we are so busy that day, no time to eat also. Everything went smoothly!! Boss was sick and her voice change so much ! Hope she can get well soon!! After work we headed to Hong Kong Cafe for supper as we skipped dinner as we are oh-so busy!! And have supper till around 1plus we took night rider home.. I was so scare on my way back because of this month. Although my conscience is clear but still will scare one mah -.- " Plus nobody on street and i have to walk 1 bus stop more to reach my place. Lucky i reach home in one piece..

Sunday (14/08)

Headed to work as usual at another place. It was still okay and finally i get to sit down. This is when i started to reflect on myself alot.. alot to be said and i felt so.. why is this feeling coming back again.. Don't know how to explain it.. But nvm, after work headed down to another outlet to pass machine to them and headed home with my colleagues. Bought some stationary for my boss's daughter as she wanted it. Kids nowadays are really fortunate..

Monday (15/08)

Headed to work as usual and i almost fell asleep, was really quiet and i'm feeling tired as well. After work headed home. My colleague fall sick and i accompanied her to see doctor. Hope she get well soon!

Work tomorrow.. Nights all !

2011-08-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

Back for some updates :)

Monday (08/08)

Woke up as early as 6.30am and meet my colleagues to go for body checkup at Bukit Timah. Salute ourselves man! Meet Lady boss at the Mac area and we have breakfast before went in to see. Took turns to check our health. And the Chinese physician said my health was good, only my body too heaty and small issue with intestine, must avoid fried foods and eat more fruits. And i was prescribe some medicines as well. Have to return back to check up again. Must change to healthy lifestyle already. After checkup headed to work as usual and after work headed bugis to walk walk.

And i realised, health is still the most important after all, eat well, have enough of rest, stay healthy. Anything else is secondary.

Tuesday (09/08)

Work as usual and after work headed home..

Wednesday (10/08)

My official offday and i was nua-ing at home whole day. Dinner at night was cancelled :( But hope my ex-colleague can stay strong. It's part and parcel of life but i know emotion will still flows. Stay strong alright, we will pray for your mum.. I was so lazy today and i slept for good 12 hours :) Haha.. wasting time and watching TV. Don't feel like thinking about anything.. feel like abit waste of life but it's alright :)

Will be busy after today and i need to work harder too.. Nights guys!

2011-08-08T00:32:00.003+08:00

Friday (05/08)

Headed to work as usual, nothing much to update about.. After work headed home..

Saturday (06/08)

Headed to work as usual. My 8th day full shift straight. But i'm not really tired. But feeling sleepy at times. Haha. Anyway left work at around 8 plus and headed town to walk alone before meeting the rest. Around 9 plus headed to meet boss and went to meet the rest who are already at centrepoint. After that we headed to neverland, Thai pub. Ordered drinks as usual and another group of ppl joined us. Around 3 plus headed back, some just left without knowing. And since there is night rider, some of us took night rider home.

Sunday (07/08)

My official off day.. Woke up early and stone at home, after breakfast went for nap till 3 plus and headed to cut my hair. After that my hairdresser said go for dinner together and i waited for her to end work and headed back with her to help her with some stuff.. And we headed to Sushi Tei for dinner. Around 9 plus headed home..

Gonna work tml but gonna head for body check up before i go work.. Nights all!

2011-08-05T00:57:00.002+08:00

Thursday 04/08

Headed to work as usual, but went at 12.30PM, mummy bought me breakfast. Wanted her to show me the progress of the hand but she refused. Hope the wound can recover faster.. Work was okay and after work headed home. Nothing much..

Tml there is training and i have to wake up early.. so have to turn in early too..

On the side note, i just watched finish City Hunter :) Been staying up late just to watch this.. but i shall return back my usual lifestyle alrdy..

Anyway was feeling rather bored. Really have the urge to travel :( I want to go oversea! But i guess i have to wait..

And sometimes i wished you will continue the way you are doing..

2011-08-04T02:51:00.002+08:00

Tuesday (02/08)

Headed to work as usual, nothing much.. And after work headed home..

Wednesday (03/08)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to Eunos to have supper with my colleagues.. And home sweet home after that..

Everyone have been asking me how am i doing..

Yup i am doing fine :) Not much stress level, doing the things that i am familiar about. Everyday i'm just thinking about stuff when i am idle..

Sometimes i really feel that if humans do not have any feelings, isn't it great?

Some people just can't be trusted somehow, i don't know.. I admit i do feel disappointed for that very moment, but after that i told myself, why should i?

Sometimes, trying to explain yourself seems to find excuses to cover up yourself..

2011-08-02T00:27:00.003+08:00

Monday 1st August.

Headed to work as usual and it was alright. After work headed home. My ex-colleagues text me and said that they missed my voice. Haha. I seriously somehow miss that place and the colleagues. I don't mind staying till i fulfilled my contract but my boss wanted me to terminate early. But when i return back, i felt that the manpower was enough. I don't know. But as long as i get to work, i think it should be okay..

Was thinking about alot of stuff. Really alot.. Hmmm..

Reflection have to be done soon..

2011-08-02T00:12:00.002+08:00

I know my post have been delay for a week.. but let me blog about it..

25/07/2011 (Mon)

Headed to work as usual.. After work headed out with my colleague and headed home around 12 plus.. And wanted to thanks Jackie so much. Thanks.

26/07 (Tues)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed home to rest awhile before heading to Tampines to collect my stuff from CL before heading to TM to get the plaster for mum since her hands are still recovering..

27/07 (Wed)

Headed to work and i didn't know it was my half day.. So i headed to have lunch with my group mates and have to pay back. Went off around 2 plus and i decided to go PS. Shop for some stuff to give my colleagues since my last day was on Friday. I headed to get some packaging and candies for them.. And i went to John Little to get some stuff as well, and around evening headed home and start packing some..

28/07 (Thurs)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed for my second job. And guess what? I think i saw the suspects. I should have chase them but i can't leave my work. Damn, don know what to do and i hope they come again so that i can follow them again. Nothing much and i headed home after work..

29/07 (Fri)

Headed to work and it was my last day.. Cleared my stuff and pass the stuff to my colleagues. They are so sweet :) Bear hugs from them make me wanna tears. Awww, and after work headed for the farewell dinner at some seafood restaurant.. And it was nice :) Thanks everyone for the treat! Lucky my colleagues drove and we headed to ECP later as they wanted to have their durians while i sit aside alone since i don eat that.. After that they sent me home. Thanks :)) And i went to fair price with my colleague. It was really sad but yet i'm trying to be happy about it. They are so nice people really :) keep in contact people, i'll miss you guys!

30/07 (Sat)

Headed to work as usual, and after work headed to SK to meet Bosses for drinking session. It's been awhile since we last met. About almost a year since we last met together. And was chatting and playing some games till around 5 plus before heading home. I enjoyed this simple meet up. Sometimes silence is not a bad thing, it's something enjoyable too :) Thanks Boss for the lift and hope to see you guys soon!

31/07 (Sun)

Headed to work as usual and nothing much, it wasn't that good but still not that bad. Anyway after work headed home to rest..

The month of August going to start and also Malays are having their fasting month.. And also our good brothers and sisters month have started.

2011-07-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

Let me blog about last week first before this week. Sorry for the delay

18/07/2011 (Monday)

Headed to work as usual, after work meet my colleague to go collect some stuff and i bring my colleague to bedok area. Have dinner at bedok point and i acc him to the mosses. We then walk to collect our online stuff before we walk back to bedok inter. It was damn humid that night.. Around 10 plus headed home since the spree-er only can make it around 9 plus..

19/07 (Tues)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed for 2nd job.. Nothing much to elaborate on..

20/07 (Wed)

Headed to work as usual and after work meet my colleagues for dinner at Cine and movie later. We watch the Harry Potter. I think the graphic was not bad and i kinda like it. After work headed home as usual..

21/07 (Thurs)

Headed to work and after work headed to another job. Nothing much happened..

22/07 (Fri)

Headed to work before meeting xp at city hall and we headed town together to wait for the rest. We have suki sushi for dinner and it was quite nice :) It was an advance birthday celebration for xp and it was really simple one. We got ang bao and pencil case for her :) after that headed home as usual..

23/07 (Sat)

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to meet bk and ying and her bf at suntec to have dinner. Thanks Eugene for the treat as it was his 21st birthday dinner. And after dinner we went for a walk before cam whore and after that headed home..

24/07 (sun)

Don't really feel like blogging about this date as it was not smooth at all. Will always remember this date in my heart..

Anyway the above post was summarize one, i did enjoyed this week alot and it was really fun one..

Will blog again as i'm super tired..

2011-07-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

When something is not smooth, it resulted to another..

When i headed home on Sunday, Mum told me she went to visit Grandma, and the gate was closed at that time, she headed to the back and the person asked my Mum to press a button to get the gate open. For goodness sake, that person is supposed to be guarding the gate.. My mum happened to press the button and the gate just crushed onto her hand and almost in the split second, her hand will be gone. Some metal stuff got poke through her hand and it became so swollen. When she told me about it and told me it hurt really bad, i almost tears.. It hurts so badly seeing just her hand swollen.. Told her to see doctor tomorrow morning.

when i woke up on Monday, i wanted to accompany my mum to doctor but she insisted to go herself. And being so reluctant i headed to work. On the way there was the most terrible morning. i kept thinking thinking about the incident on Sunday and my mum's hand. Almost broke down in the morning. Trying to act strong..

Keep telling myself over and over to be optimistic, look on the brighter side.. And i managed to do so after 1st hour in office, my colleagues are nice. Was doing chinese hotline that day and everything was smooth enough. And thanks Jackie so much for the spare iphone.. Was still thinking whether to cancel the line or switch plan but i know it will incurred cost as my contract is only halfway through.

And since it was planned before the week to go gathering with my colleagues, while i have to pick up stuff from my friend. My colleagues just pulled me for the gathering and cheer me up. Overall it's not that bad.. Headed home around 12am and thanks Daddy for helping me to collect the phone. Feel really bad to disturb him.. Glad that mum's hand have became better and she took the medicine.

Somehow, the rest of the day went quite smooth and everything was so far so good, i hope it continue to be good and police faster give me some good news as well. My colleague who used to be a police inside the division told me to give a call for updates. Will do so if i haven get any updates..

Anyway i wanna thanks all my friends so much, you guys are really awesome. Seriously, i'm not someone who express myself to the extent to social media to express how i am feeling. But only once in a while i felt that i should do so, i will do it. Many of you responded to my post and some even msn me to ask me what have happened. Some of you text me (Sorry, i will just ask who are you because i lost all my contacts).. It make me feel so much better. Thanks for everything.. And my silly colleagues even offer to buy me new phone. Wah hello, you don't have to do so.. Of course i rejected.. But your thoughts is being appreciate :)

Thanks for everything people, i know i have to be optimistic. Life doesn't stop just because i'm feeling sad. Life still goes on, and i have to adjust my feeling and move on with life.. I'm really thankful that i met you people, who picked me up when i'm at the pitfall. Really appreciate everything :) I'll be even more happy if i got calls from the police man !

Will blog about past week as there is some activities going on..

2011-07-24T23:55:00.002+08:00

I feel so sian right now.. Seriously i have never felt so sian before..

It all happened today, just in a few mins and it's gone. I should be more alert man but i was so busy at that time..

Police report made, security came and look for me and passed me the photos..

My colleague asked me why i didn't cry? It's not that i'm not sad, but the feeling was not there..

The difference between stealing and lost, do you guys know the difference?

An analogy here..

1. Stealing is like - Someone killed your beloved one (which is against the law), and when you know it, how you feel? Anger, sad at the same time.

2. Lost is like - When your beloved one falls sick and passed away, eventually your emotion will arouse and started to tears.

I falls on the 1st one, i didn't cried at all, but i was desperate to look for it back. If only i can be more alert.. But they are smart too, 2 persons together in action.

I seriously hope they sell it to some retailer soon, and the police can track it.. But i totally have no mood today, seriously. I want my phone back so badly :( Hais..

Stealer sucks so badly, against integrity and conscience. Karma will eventually works on you. But still, faster go sell to the retailer :( I want the police to track it...

2011-07-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

Earning all the credits doesn't really matter to me..

But i seriously don't understand why your hands is so precious that you are unable to lift your fingers just to do a very very simple task..

It's just rename only for goodness sake..

The worst thing on earth is that you are unable to let out your feelings..

2011-07-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

Monday

Headed to work as usual, after work headed to Marina Square to meet Charlyn for Kbox. She is preparing for her singing contest and for me, i just distress there. Haha. Anyway after kbox headed home..

Tuesday

Headed to work as usual, after work headed home. Off day for myself.. But i spent on watching dramas. Hahah..

Wednesday

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to meet my ex colleagues at PS. Omg, it's been so long since i last met there. Not that long, but one of them almost half a year!! Hhaa. We went to strictly pancakes and it's not that bad. After that we just chill there before heading home. Have a HTHT session with my colleague who is experiencing some stuff.. I hope she can move on seriously.. It's kind of sad to see ppl ended up in such stage. But at the same time, they said i wouldn't understand. But i think it's not that i don understand, it's just a matter of time whether you will learn to let go.. Jiayou girl, and see you soon :)

Thursday and Friday

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to another job. Some stuff happened which i think it's personality stuff. I wish everything can be settled soon. Dislike such things happening. Can't we just have some peace? Although i'm not involved at all, but i really don wan such stuff to happen again.. Hmmmm.. Anyway been eating alot lately :(

Saturday

Woke up at 10.45am!! Omg, been awhile since i woke up at that hour. Headed to prepare and off to work from 1-6pm at office. After work headed to meet ying, her bf, and bk. We went to Sizzlers for dinner and thanks ying's bf for the treat. Oh, it's for his 21st :) Thanks alot and it's so filling! BK and Eugene, please kindly take some time out to think what you guys want for 21st okay?? I will appreciate it alot! After that we headed for a walk and they went for some sure win lucky draw, and bk shop awhile and i got myself stuff from new look. I need to shop before GSS ended man..

Sunday

Headed to work as usual and it's quite smooth today :) Hahaha..

Anyway i have came up with a decision but i hope it goes my way.. Somehow or rather. I don't know. I hope tml will determine everything.

2011-07-12T00:35:00.001+08:00

Thursday - Sunday

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to another job. Nothing much happened during work..

Some stuff just don't work smoothly. Money is always the root of all evil..

Will blog again. Nights!

2011-07-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

Monday

Headed to work as usual and after work headed to fair price to see what stuff i can get and guess who i saw? XP!!! It's been quite awhile since we last met. And i bought Maggie mee home to cook and some biscuit. Because i seriously don know what to eat.. Just nice near the cashier i saw Maggie mee.. Hahah.. Oh yea, my mentor came back to get her timesheet and we have some catchup :) Nice to see her once again and good luck for your interview!

Tuesday

Headed to work and after work headed to meet my new colleague Charlyn. We went for dinner at Marina Square and headed to check whether my friend working there anot.. she is working and went to say Hi before acc Charlyn to get her contest form. Oh, my friend is going for some singing contest :) Hope she can get thru it!

Wednesday

Half day today and headed home to acc Mummy.. Been awhile since i last chatted with her. And then online shop and watch drama till now.. OMG, wanted to revamp my blog but i only managed to change the background. When i have the time again i will do so alright..

working tml and i'm turning in :) Nights !!