A x I s T z ; JenniFeR .♥

Hmmm, headed to work in the morning. Everything was okay. Today me and Aries was chatting or perhaps gossiping. We have the same blacklisted people in our black list !! Haha . Cool hor, whole place got the same person blacklisted. We were chatting why humans will becomes like this, seriously if i'm the only one who feedback about this, then perhaps i'm the one who have something wrong with me, but it's the WHOLE PLACE lei, whole workplace feedback about it.

Yes, it don't sounds good blacklisted people, but if you did nothing wrong, nobody gonna care about you. The problem is you already know what's wrong with you and you are not improving on yourself and becoming more worst and worst, how you going to expect people to respect you?

Come on, nobody is perfect in this world, but we are all perfectionist, we are constantly demanding things to be perfect, aint we? So before you want things to be perfect, you have to work on yourself to be a better person. Things will slowly follow you to turn out better, trust me. Trust my advice really. Work on yourself, don't think that it's useless and wasting time. It's gonna bring all the positive to you :) That's why i love 2009 so much and i'm welcoming 2010. LOVES!!

Wee, babe and me finally going to have our one year friendship anniversary :) I'm so happy :) This one year she have been with me all along, thanks girl. And not forgetting Jia Fong, guess we offically known each other for a year :) Appreciate and thanks God for giving me such a great friends around.

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12:15 AM

I cried so hard at 3:56 plus the songs 爱不单行 come in, really really so nice.. So sad and touching :( Guys got time de hua, go watch :)

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11:47 PM

爱不单行歌词

找不到人说心里的寂寞
找不到人都怕变得沉默
找不到命中注定在一起的人以后
很多人都像我一个人过生活

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
它不是独行夹
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

用不完身边泛滥的自由
还是怕孤单是一种诅咒
羡慕我能飞的人为何在天黑以后
还是宁愿回到
爱情那个枷锁

爱
只有简单笔画
却比想象复杂
很安定爱变化
我爱过几个人
也被爱过几遍
却还是没能将幸福留下

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
它不是独行夹
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

爱
是不可输的吗
为何我还相信
它不是独行夹
我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行别害怕

我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
告诉我爱不单行相信她

I like this song so much but it is not release yet. I love it so so much.

You know i like to sing one song which is 一个人生活, my first song when i'm singing in Kbox or pub. My top favourite song 一个人生活. Last time i saw this at one album and i bought it even though i don know who is the singer at that time, i just love this song when it played in the shop and i bought it when i'm 10 years old. I still remembered where i bought and with my Dad but i paid it with my own savings!! Now you know why i always know how to sing 一个人生活 and memorise it so well. Haha .

And this song is like similar to it but more emotion. Hmmm..
VERY NICE !! Show Luo, faster release your new album :) Sure sell until bomb ! So nice ~!

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11:37 PM

Working ytd and today, nothing much to said about work.. I'm someone who can't live without work, when i'm tired, i just tell myself to endure a little more.. Anyway nothing much to elborate on if not i'll just blog another entry out. Haha . I realise there so typo here and there in my post because i never check before i published, so if you saw, please ignore :) Much appreciate okay.

Anyway i started watching Hai Pai Tian Xin. Actually i don wan to watch at first due to this name and it's a TW drama, i'm more into Korea drama but then someone message me to watch and alot of my friends asked me to watch too. Haha . So yesterday i have no idea why i go youtube it and i watch some part and it's nice :)

And now i know why you want me to watch it. I know why, haha. No worries, i won't go back to that past. I'm already a better person :)

Cheers!

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1:38 AM

Oh my, i don't have the time to upload pictures. Anyway, i cut short my hair not bangs okay :)

The wind blows

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1:09 AM

You know i'm so excited doing something NEW :) Well, been planning how to do it and i'm going to do it real soon. I just hope everybody will find it helpful :) I just love blogging so much. Sometimes i just didn't blog because that particular day i didn't do much or i'm too busy to update my blog :) And it doesn't really matter how many readers i have. I just blog because i love to do it and i just doing what i enjoy doing :)

I'm someone who love to share, i like to share things with people :) All you need to do is ask me and i'll try my best to help you see. Help is always around, all you need is just take the initiative to ASK ASK ASK :)

Sometimes i blog, i know i will go into really deed emotional, some people have also feedback me that they really feel for me when i blog certain things. It's just random feeling or perhaps that particular issues have been up my mind and i'm always thinking :x You know most of the time when i do not have customers, i just think and think, perhaps what can i do to be a better person or what. I just want to continue improve myself in thinking and i want to help people. Ahhh, i will :)

Anyway gonna do some pictures posting of my day yesterday with my girls. Finally this holiday we meet the most about 2-3 times :) It's really hard to find time out to enjoy. We just have to live life to the fullest and enjoy living with people we love. Share love okay :)

Anyway, i'll do any picture posting before i headed to work later. Currently editing some codes from fyp and gonna get my stuff done. I want to do my best, same goes for all. Strive hard !

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2:13 PM

I should be sleeping now but i don know why i'm awake??? I got so many things on my mind and seriously i need to get to Vivo City one day to shop at Daiso till i dead :x HAaha, got so many stuff that i need to buy and i'm so afraid that i'll forget so i am going to do my shopping list down.

Anyway, i needa get so many things.. So so much !! Wee, 2010 coming. Still as excited as ever ~ Planning my resolution in process :)

I remembered what i made my resolution for 2009 which is to be a better person and i did :) I really did !! As in my thinking, my emotions, my feelings, my thoughts, my everything. I just clear out everything and be a better person.

It's not that i'm the one who claims i'm a better person, there's people around me who keep interacting with me, who told me that i have really changed for the better. Even friends that meet out once in awhile said that i have totally changed, i'm no longer that emo person that i used to be. Really glad to hear that but i'll keep on improve myself :)

You know there are really lots of tools around to make you a better person, it's just that you observe it anot. Sometimes things just happened infront of you and it's took you just a second to reflect on life. Documentary is a very good thing to let you learn about stuff. I'm not really a pro on how to live life to the fullest but i'm doing things that i should do and i need to do.

You know i really wish to help those people who find that they are the lousiest person on earth, they shouldn't be born, they self-destroying, they are doing stuff to make themselve so not themselve, but you know no matter how hard i have tried, if the other party do not want to heed my advice, do not want to take my words, it's just useless. I always heard the replys "I will try." Come on people, i'm here to give you a hand to help you out and please give yourself a chance because you deserve to be a happy person who live in this universe. You are great and unique. Everyone is unique in this world. Please, be more self love. You deserve to treat yourself better. Sometimes it's just pains me to see you tearing infront of me again and again. But what i can do was to be there for you and telling you over and over and be patience, hoping you will change one day. If you need me to be around, just let me know.

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2:46 AM

Woot, First of all..

MERRY X'MAS ALL ~!

It's 2009 Christmas once again. Seriously in love with the atmosphere (BUT NOT THE CROWD!) Meet the girls around noon which we all are late, late, late. We headed ION for dinner and then Ngee Ann City for quick photography and exchange presents session and i have to left for work.

Normally we expect sales coming in the eve and public holidays because that is when Singaporean have the time to do their shopping despite the hectic life they are consistantly having. But to the sales assistance horror, it was quite 'cold' at night and everywhere was closing early than usual because they are celebrating the eve and countdown session.

But well, after work i headed home and the orchard station was horrible, HUMAN TRAFFIC EVERYWHERE!! Human traffic police was there to standby . And not one, not two, alot of traffic human police~~ HAHA. And i got to squeeze again and again everyday. So happy my last day was 2nd Jan. Woot~ LOVES*

And one more week to school reopen!! I like ~! You know i just can't live without activities in my life. As in i need to get myself working on something yea :D School life. I need to treasure that 6 weeks so so much !! I really need to. My last FYP presentation & UTS. Treasure~

Oh and New Year coming. Resolutions to think :D Woot~ Looking forward to 2010 and my life ahead. Happy !!!

I got presents from my girls & bro.
Haha.

Merry X'mas once again and enjoy your public holidays and long weekend while i have to work hard to earn more money for myself :D

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1:54 AM

Instead of blogging what i wanted to, just randomly blog-hopped to read at other people's blog and i saw Xia Xue's Engaged!! So straight away i went to check out on her blog. Wow, her love story is really sweet~! Seriously, she really fortunate and really happy for her :) Look forward for her wedding post :D

Congratulation to her~!!

Anyway, back to topic, i needa go down to Vivo some day to get some stuff. Hmmm.. Shall plan when i have the time to go there.

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2:13 AM

Hello people, miss me ???
Let me think what i did on tues.. I think i stayed at home rotting and evening work. Nothing much. Oh yar, i did online shopping and as usual, items from Korea :D

Hmm, Today i headed to cut my hair with ying. Then we headed to Bedok to have Aston since i'm craving for it and i haven tried yet. The quantity was still okay as i managed to finish it and the price was reasonable. For those who haven tried it before, the main course comes with 2 side dishes and the Price Range was between $5- $7 or $8 plus. Drinks you have to order at Kopitiam.

People who live in Bedok can give it a try :) It's at Bedok North area, next the conversion cash there. The new Kopitiam :) Please do not ask me the block number because i don't remember the block number but i can describe to you the place :)

So after eating i headed Watson to get some stuff before i headed home to prepare for work. Hmmm, after work headed home. Tired ~!

Oh yar, I will have celebration tml for Christmas. Supposed to meet another group of girls for Buffet but then since we have to rush off after eating, seems like not meaningful at all. So we decided to meet up another day when we can still go walk walk after eating and catch up with each other.

So i'll be meeting my Sec Sch friends for celebrating. Seems abit last min but still okay. Got their presents already and Bro bought me presents too :D Hmmm, okay although i'm very excited for Christmas countdown but i think i can only turn on the TV. LOl. No one going count down??

My colleague very cute lar, asked me what i want o.O Okay, if we going exchange that will be great~

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1:38 AM

Alright, PICTURES time. Not in order. Lighting not good, my phone have no flash so please bare with the orange lighting. Pictures taken in ION starbucks :D My belated and Ying's advance Birthday Celebrations.
People in Photography: Bk, Ying & Me :D My Secondary School Friends.

` Teehee, We got havaianas & Ear piece :D LOVES*

Awww, these 2 below taken by Bk's phone. With flash :D My Cookies and Cream Cake/ Oreo Cheese Cake. Thanks girls :D Love it so so much. Dine at Billy Bomber @ Cine.

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12:36 AM

I'm feeling so much better. I slept before 11pm last night because i'm really tired and my flu just made me even worst. I headed back to sleep and woke up at 12pm. About 13-14 hours of sleep. Recharged and i've done hair treatment today :)

Later gonna work and now rotting at home. Shall find something to do now and think what i have to complete during this holidays.

You know sometimes i feel like doing something really really sweet, and i know i can do that but the problem is to who?? Hmmm, shall think from my bottom of my heart who are the one who deserve all these sweetest from me :) And of course, i need TIME to do all these.

I got afew in my head now and they are all my friends. Why do i said that is because they all really deserve something from me. I'm not sure whether they will appreciate but i know i need to do something for them :)

Christmas is coming and i'm so exciteddddd...... :D You know how much i love Christmas atmosphere?!? And anyone celebrating Christmas this year?

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2:41 PM

I'm tired and sicked :( Down with flu. Headache plus running nose. Feeling sucky but life still goes on. I needa get well and i'm turning in soon.

I don know what to do, i'm only human. There' a limit to what i can do and what i can endure. Sometimes i asked myself, why i should be in this state while i saw some people happily shaking leg at home. Just because he is older than me he get to enjoy everything?

I dislike people going back their words, when they already said they will do it yet they didn't touched anything. Imagine i did that to you, are you happy? If you think you can't do it, then don promise people in the first place.

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10:22 PM

I'm so tired :( Really, working every single day is killing me. I need rest like seriously. My back is aching, i felt so tired. Everyday i'm thinking when i can really have a day off :( So miserable yet i can't do anything. Life...

Today the staff there is seriously pissing me so OFF ! They trying to spoil my mood. One word to describe them now, Uncivilized. If they pissed me off again, they will be promoted to Morons. Seriously i'm not those who scold people for nothing. They are the unreasonable one, i dislike people using rank to push another person down. We humans have dignity and please do not bloody humilate it. I use this serious term humilate, one more time you see what i will do.

I have stop myself from speaking vularities for a year, and no worries, you wont affect me till the stage i use vulgarities on you. I'll just use terms to describe you.

Nevermind abt that, Babe came to find me and we have break tgt :) She damn sweet lar, she bought me smallest version of Christmas tree. Haha . Thanks babe ! After that she headed home while i continue to work..

After work headed home. Tired :(

Gonna turn in early.. After this week need to plan other stuff to do.

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11:47 PM

Alright, today was such a wonderful day :) Basically i woke up at 12pm where the girls have already meet up at Suntec camping there for some purposes. I felt so guilty yet touched :) So i bathed and prepared and also ate since my Mummy bought breakfast for me already. Around 1 plus i headed out to Suntec to meet the girls..

We went C3 show ~! Teehee, main purpose for my creative earpiece, but was considering Mp3 and Phone. Since my contract still have around 3-4 months more before i can change my phone, this idea strike off from the ideas, then Mp3.. Seriously thinking whether to get Ipod or Creative. Ying chose Ipod since the interface was really nice while my budget was only for Creative. But after thinking, i'm gonna get my phone which will do what my Mp3 job does, so why not i save up for my blackberry? I'll be more :D when i got blackberry on my hands. Teehee~

And then we proceeded to ear piece and i got EP-650 @$49. Because the deep bass was seriously GREAT ! OMG!! I love the bass so much and i'm enjoying my Korean Songs now.. Woot~ You know i can't leave without music. Music is my LIFE ~!!! No music No life, that logo in band when i was in sec sch :) I feel the world is beating the beats and it's rocks so much ! Thanks Girls for my belated present. I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH!!

After that we headed Heeren to get ying's birthday present. Havaianas Slipper, i know she was disappointed that the model she wanted was out of stock because it way too popular. But then she choose another one which is still very nice :D Be unique from others. Anyway, the guys who served us was also funny. Haha.

After that we headed Cine Billy Bomber for dinner. Had the meal there and then small small celebration. After the main course, i still ate Orea Cheesecake from them. NICE ! :) Thanks girl. We have some shots and then i headed work. While the girl roamed around town.

While working, saw an SMS from ying that they headed home. And i'm GOTCHA, was kinda disappointed but around 9 plus, they came to find me while i'm heading for toilet break. Haha . So after my work we headed ION Starbucks to chill. We have Java Chips :D Nice ~! And we have photo taking session, I'm the best photographer today because i can catch the angle :x Hahaa. All of them want to try the angle i took but failed somehow? HAha. No worries, got me the photo will turn out nice :D Hahaha..

Around 11.30pm we took train home. So i headed home together with ying and while on train was trying to stick to the timing and when the clock strike 12am. I wished the birthday girl
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" and message her :) Haha . Just nice before the station that she alighted. Woot~ I'm the first to shake her hand and wish her Happy 19th Birthday. Wonderful right?

Then headed Bedok and it was raining heavily and my HERO Daddy came to fetch me once again. LOVE my Daddy SO SO MUCH :D Hehe. And there's this Indian man so scary, i hide behind Dad when we are in the lift. He smile at me when he saw me and when he alight from the lift. Scary~

Home Sweet Home. It's been so long since i met up the girls and i wonder when is the next time???? LOl, but it's really nice meeting up with Sec School friends :) LOVES*

Pictures will be uploaded soon. Perhaps tml or so..

Once again..

HAPPY 19Th BITHDAY HUANG YI YING !!!

Hope you enjoy your day and likes the present we bought for you..

Good Night all, Working tml ~

P.S: I'm so details in my blogging. Haha.

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1:42 AM

Let me blog about Thurs first, basically i just headed out to inter to buy some stuff and then off to collect the stuff that i bought online. And to my horror, it rained so heavily !! Luckily my HERO Daddy came to fetch me home :D I love my Dad SO SO MUCH that nothing can describe how much i LOVE him. He's always there for me when i needed him so so much. Thanks Daddy :D I felt so loved :)

After heading home i headed to work shortly. And after work headed home and tried some of the products that i have bought. I'm loving it. Gonna intro to you guys when i got the time :)

Since now i'm working at cosmetic line, more to skin care line. And alot of customer have asked me how i'm able to achieve my eye line so fine. They wanted me to show them on the spot -.-" But i don know how to show as i have already wear them on. All i can do was recommend them the products i'm using as well as how i usually drew the line. I got commented by friends alot of time about my liner too, as in how i can achieve so fine line because most of the time people will drew really thick lines. Hmmm, i do practice it and i drew every single day because i believe eyeline makes one person really energetic.

I recommend girls who have tired eyes to wear eye liner because you will see a different self from you and also you will look more energetic, more bigger and wider eyes. Those girls who felt that you have small eyes can give eye liner a try but choose the correct eye liner :) I'll show what liner i'm using :) And it's my second time using the same eye liner. It's seriously Good and i'm loving it. It's doesn't smudge unless i rubbed my eyes real hard. Maybe i'll give a tutorial when i'm free and give the links to customers when they asked me again :)

I have recently tried some products and i'm gonna see how my skin improved in the next few weeks :) Remember products don't works wonder overnight ! Don't expect anything overnight. Give your skin to adjust for few weeks and you will see a difference

Labels: Skin Care :)

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1:25 AM